What comes along comes along.

2010-05-04T01:42:00.003+08:00

girl complain their boyfriends treat them like fuck.

but when kindness steps in.

best friends forever.

haha.

fucked my own backside.

2010-04-29T23:57:00.000+08:00

so tired of listening to songs to cox myself to sleep. Tired of eberything.. I need to go on a lone trip...

2010-04-20T00:37:00.000+08:00

what am i doing?

2010-04-17T18:45:00.003+08:00

I'm a bother. - Sure you are.

I'm not needed. - You think you are needed?

I'm the spare. - Do you even have the rights to be a spare?

I'm never good enough. - What good are you?

I'm a burden. - Did you ever lightened the load?

I don't stand a chance. - What chance?

I'm utterly heart broken. - Do you have the rights to be heart broken?

I'm sad. - Do you even have the rights to be sad?

I'm tired. - The other party's even more tired.

I wanna give up. - The only right thing you've said in this post.

2009-10-07T20:33:00.001+08:00

年轻人要多听音乐，才不会胡思乱想... - 不能说的秘密

2009-07-26T22:14:00.003+08:00

Time to reclaim my blog.

*blows dust off the server.

*defragments the partition that holds my blog

*wait i don't have rights to do that.

haha..

Alrighty.

A few mighty things happened to my life.

1st things 1st.

Happy ones.

1. I've turned 21.

2. I'm still single. =)

3. I'm still a bad person. =D

4. Gonna finally restart and get my driver's licence over and done with.

5. Attended as many 21st as I possibly could. - I tried. Serious, its tough.

Widening my circle of friends as far out as possible.

Speaking of turning 21.

Turning 21, made me think of things at a slower pace.

Severity of Actions.

Severity of Words.

Degree of Humanity in every person.

Being stuck in National Service.

We tend to have alot more free time to think of nonsensical stuff.

Humanity is tested when comfort is compromised.

How much of a human are you?

Are you willing to sacrifice other's rights for comfort?

Working together is after all a lie.

Which what only remains a rotten core.

With nothing but its own pride to chew on.

For eternal self-sufficed supreme happiness.

On account on else's pain.

Very much like how Jigsaw in the Saw series work...

Are you willing to take up responsibility for what you are about to do to others.

Responsibility for our actions.

Simple things in life we do, to ruin other's life totally.

Or do we have to wait for a real Jigsaw to appear.

To lay out extreme choices to test our morals.

Your humanity in you.

Humans... total FUBAR... =)

2009-05-03T18:22:00.004+08:00

Alot happened this weekend!

Friday.

Reuben came back from peneng.

So he called me and a few friends out for dinner @ Novena.

It was opposite Velocity(The Shopping Centre).

The row of shophouses there.

Some steamboat place. =)

Pretty nice.

$24 ++ per pax.

Got Tepanyaki.

BBQ Grill area.

Ok la not bad.

Just abit too crowded. lOl.

After which, we went to Velocity to pick Diana up.

She was drinking some durian drink.

For the smell flowed through the car once she boarded. ^^

After that they decided that they r gonna watch a movie.

I think it should be Friday the 13th.

But I had to P/S them. xD

For BITC gathering @ Roomful of Blues @ Prinsep Street.

Pretty decent place.

There are live performances, mostly blues, duh. xD

When I stepped in.

Ethan, Theodore, Jo, Jia Qi, Cheryl, Zi Xuan.

Ordered Heineken, on promo, 3 for $25.

Still ex lar. =_=

We played some beer games.

Had some weird forfits. ._.

Like, sticking pinkies into other's nostrils.

Licking the ears.

Humping each other...

WAit. Sounds like fun right?! xD

ahaha. was great fun. =)

O. Wei Shan and Uegene came a little while later, with a friend. =)

We carried on and had more fun ^^..

After alot of photo taking and beer-ing <--lol.

The night fell short.

We baid goodbye.

And hope to see you guys soon again!

and, Jia Qi's *dragon boating*. - O - M - G -

and I have Facebook now. - O - M - G -

2009-01-31T13:07:00.006+08:00

New Songgg!!

Yuna Ito - Trust You

Lyrics
Just as the flowers dance, swayed by the wind,
and the earth is appeased by the rain,
This world lives by being close together, and yet...
Why do people wound each other?
Why do separations happen?
Even if you were to go far away,
always, in the centre of my heart.
I would be filled to the brim by that gentle smile of yours,
Even if this fragment of yours that I hold were to pain me,
it still connects us. I believe we will meet again.
I'm waiting for your love.
I love you.
I trust you.
Please, share your loneliness with me.
I love you.
I trust you.
Be it light or darkness,
we will be able to trust each other.
No, don't let it go.

2009-01-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

O....

m....

g....

Course start lo!

Gonna break an arm or a leg.

=D

I am now under Close Combat Instructor training.

Starting 5th Jan...

Lasting for 7 weeks.

Which is about till the end of Feb/start of March.

Hopefully I am able to graduate...

=D

Argh.

Book in is here.

Dreaded.

Stuck in a god forsaken camp till weekends.

Which will usually get burnt due to a siao-on CCI cheif.

ZZzz. O well.

Bye peeps!

2008-12-15T20:34:00.006+08:00

POP lo~

Actually our school 2IC asked us to "Gai Kou"<改口>.

It is to be called GP lo~

Graduation Parade.

Currently on 2 weeks block leave/off-in-lieu.

Freggin boring!

Leaving our little country island on Wednesday for Malaysia.

Go Penang and Genting!~

Penang Ice KaChang! WOOT~~

Genting's "Feels-so-big-yet-don't-know-what-to-do" feeling~!

WOoOoo!! @_@

Maybe I should visit the Space Shot.

If you still rmb my post previously. xD

Shall try out the ride 20 times,

and I'll tell you'all how it feels.

After the holiday, E-posting!!!

Then shall continue with the rest of my 1 year 10 mth~~

What a drag! But has to be done.

O what to do....~~

Lan lan have to serve...

Have to serve.....

=D

O call me out for kBox and movies please.... ^^

The Day Earth Stood Still was ok!

Watchable!

julian out...

o btw, DO NOT go jogging with a cough...

Was freggin out of breath....

Felt like dying, haha.

But we are STEEL WITHIN!

===========================================

ALL THE WAY!!!!~~~

Now we are like iPod.

Advertised like Superman.

Except the steel within us still cannot reflect bullets,

like superman.

So we are kinda like a weaker steel.

Bahh, what am i saying!

Lol.

bye bye!

X_X

2008-12-15T17:39:00.014+08:00

國境之南

留下来，或者我跟你走。。。

When can I do this... xD

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如果海會說話　如果風愛上砂

如果　有些想念遺忘在漫長的長假

我會聆聽浪花　讓風吹過頭髮

任記憶裡的愛情在時間潮汐裡喧嘩

非得等春天遠了夏天才近了

我是在回首時終於懂得（也許天氣永遠會那麼熱）

當陽光再次回到那　飄著雨的國境之南

我會試著把那一年的故事　再接下去說完

當陽光再次離開那　太晴朗的國境之南

妳會不會把妳曾帶走的愛　在告別前用微笑全歸還

海很藍　星光燦爛　我仍空著我的臂彎

天很寬　在我獨自唱歌的夜晚

請原諒我的愛　訴說的太緩慢

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Maybe when my hair grows a little longer. =)

2008-11-16T19:00:00.002+08:00

Today I went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital.

To go see the doc on my foot.

What happened?

Well, you guys know that in the movies.

When the bad guys wants the good guy to suffer excruciating pain.

He/She like to pull out toe/fingernails off them.

Well, my toenail came off.

How did it happen?

It happened straight after my field camp.

For throughout my field camp it was raining EVERY single,

God.

Dammed.

Day.

Which caused my boots to be an aquarium throughout the whole event.

I think a whale could have swarm in there.

Anyway back to the toenail topic.

I booked out on thursday.

Thursday was fine.

It was until Friday.

When I walked past my duffle bag.

My feet ust gentlely brushed past it.

The next moment was the best feeling one could feel.

It was better than taking the Genting Highland Space Shot 20 times over.

=========================================================

There you go.

Here I am at home right now.

Way past my book in timing.

Can't say it feels good to be out of camp.

Can't really say its good to be at home either.

But I appriciate this rest time.

Whee. xD

2008-10-27T18:08:00.002+08:00

Book in day~

Decided to change the song.

Been a long time since I changed.

Getting kinda sick of the song no?

Lol.

Loaded this nostalgic song.

Which exactly trying to express what I feel in camp!

LOL.

Kind of la. xD

===

Forgot to mention yesterday.

Regarding my Final Theory Test.

In the computerised room,

Where everyone is silent,

doing their own questions...

15 mins passed.

I completed my 50 questions.

I decided to review my questions from 1.

I noticed the lady on my right and another guy on my left,

decided to follow suit,

to check from question 1.

I gave it a rest.

After checking once through.

I still had some question I was uncertain of.

So I scrolled through the index to those few questions.

ONCE again.

I noticed the 2 beside me, rechecking their entire 50 questions.

I was like thinking in my mind,

Just press the "End Test".

If you pass, you pass.

If joo failz, joo failz.

LoL.

and I decided to end my test.

With a satisfactory green word on my screen.

I left the room,

With the 2 still checking.

rofl.

======

Sigh...

Dinner now.

Book in laters. T_T

Kinda miss everyone.

Wonder how's people at SICC doing..

Can't really visit them.

I book out on Sat.

Which they are not working.

I have public holiday break.

So do they.

So how the *** do I get to visit them.

Maybe, unless I AWOL.

LOL!

Never gonna happen!!!

=P

Ciao.

2008-10-25T13:39:00.003+08:00

Training to be soldiers,
Fight for our land(g0vernm€nt[LOL]).
Once in our life,
Two years of our time.
Have you ever wondered
Why we must serve?
Cause we love our land
And we want it to be free.. to be free... AH!

Looking all around us
People everywhere
Children having fun
While we are holding guns
Have you ever wondered
Why we must serve?
Cause we love our land
And we want it to be free... to be free... RAWR!

LOL.

Why did I post this up?!

Damm, SAF has successfully brain washed me.

Rofl.

But on another note.

It is damm pretty emotional to sing this song,

When you see everyone putting in tons of effort

with excruciating painful faces, trying to do something.

E.G. 2.4 km run.

LoL. You get the idea.

===

Yay long weekend.

Oh btw, I just passed my Final Theory test!

FINALLY...

Lol.

Now I have 2 years to procrastinate to get my license xD

But I will get it done la. xD

Eventually.

Fuel prices drop, COE drop, I know...

But the numbers in my bank account also dropping ma. =(

xD

Well well, What to post?!

BMT is pretty routine.

Routine enough...

But its cool also, can become fitter. xD

Next week gonna throw pokeball lo!

pokeball = gr€n@de

Sorry, can't spell the word out right, up front.

Otherwise the mighty SAF Intelligence will charge my pigu. T_T

=D

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Wells, since Gundam00(Season2)

and

Vampire Knight Guilty

and

Supernatural

and

Terminator(Season2)

are all airing already.

So most of my time spent on our main sunny island,

is watching them!

I have MioTV.

Which also has Supernatural(Season2)

But there is a 24 delay to watch.

Which is bad for time precious NSF like myself.

So I turn to the alternative,

***~~The Internet~~***

*cough**mega**cough**video**cough**

=D

Of course the animes can get from fan subs. =)

I love fan subs.

Wait for ODEX can die sia.

=)

====

And uhm, o ya xin mei's 21st is coming up.

and I should be able to attend...

Think its on 2nd November...

Hmm, shit.

Field camp is also on that week...

O well, we'll see how it goes.

Happy Birthday in advance XM. =D

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Well ok, can call me out this weekend!

for Kbox or something.

SUPER long never sing liao.

Throat getting rusty.

All the garang army songs making me nuts. =[

=D

Ciao~

2008-10-05T10:38:00.003+08:00

2nd bookkk out~

Last week was SHORT.

Wed in, sat out.

Effectively only 2 and a 1/2 days.

and I am thankful for that. lol.

Just realised that the iTouch's battery life can,

NEVER, last for 5 and a 1/2 days.

even if I use it only at night.

Sian. Need to find something to do.

NS is really sucking up my life. Ugh...

2008-09-30T10:27:00.002+08:00

BOOOOKKKK OUTTT~~~

Wahaha.

I am in Mohawk Company.

Platoon 1.

Section 1.

=D

Due to SAF's SUPERRR STRICT confidential policy.

I shall have to keep my mouth shut on all SAF stuff!!

Sry guys. haha. =D

Wanna know more?

Sign on to the army! =P

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Kk, booked out on Sunday.

Monday was spent on scouting Singapore for iPod Touch.

I went over to cine's apple store.

No stock for all 3 capacities.

Next, tried Wheelock's apple store.

No stock for all 3 capacities.

Okay...

Taka's Best Denki...

Does not carry iPod Touches.

Lucky Plaza...

750 dollars for 32 gig 2nd gen touch.

wdf.

Apple store sells it for 648 la.

Gay.

...

Finally decided to give up hope of finding a touch in orchard.

I called for help.

Lionel, who owns one.

Told me he bought @ Funan.

So I marched my way to Funan.

Scanned 1st floor, 2nd... 3rd... 4th...

To no avail.

Either out of stock or still out of stock.

zzz...

Last holy place~

Challenger...

Walked around, feeling so ever helpless and hopeless.

I finally saw a light at the end of the road.

3 set of magnificent 32 gig touches left on the shelf.

Going @ 648 each.

Then I spent the next hour pacing around Challenger...

Convincing myself to buy the freggin thing.

Finally with much apprehension,

I swiped my card. T_T

Tada, now here I am sorting out the freggin 15.5 gig shitload of songs.

For most of my songs are named gibberish.

For the past few years, I had been reminding myself to,

Freggin sort my music out.

and now I pay the price. Sigh.

Haha.

Later going for tan may may's 21st birthday celebration @ loyang.

and gonna spend the rest of my 1st book out sorting my music folder out.

Basically... T_T

Wednesday book in lo~ in the evening.

NS is pretty fun, on a general note.

For now. lOl.

except for IPPT. argh.

gotta freggin train for that.

no choice.

as one of my sergeant love to say.

"Lan lan, suck thumb."

Basically meaning.

You can't do anything about it.

But you just have to do it.

=)

2008-09-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

Woo!

My 100th post!

Will be my last post before I disappear for 2 weeks.

=)

Life has much to offer.

Kindness begot kindness.

Never give up!

Look forward to tomorrow being better.

and, hopefully.

With a special someone to push us through.

=)

Wahaha. Philosophical theory from Mr Tan! Woo.

LOL!

neways.

Time for me to get married to my 1st wife!

The SAR21!

Sighs. =)

Just bring it!

RAWR!

Gonna miss all you guys. t_t

P.S. Ms golden ticket, gonna miss you more. xD

<3 Lil Dino. =)

2008-09-09T00:02:00.003+08:00

Waaaaa....

Time just keeps slipping away like nobody's business.

zzz.

Lol.

Just found out how,

Chrome-unfriendly my blog is.

Time to research on how to make it work once again!

Darn you goggles!

xD

But the layout looks SWEETT in Chrome!

^^

For all those still lost!

Chrome is the new browser by Google!

2008-09-05T18:35:00.001+08:00

================================================================

Alomost complete SICC Cost Control Dept.

=)

Missing them with every passing minute.

2008-09-03T00:24:00.002+08:00

Whee, my 1st time in gold class!

@ Vivo city.

It was pretty nice.

Though, got something can improve la.

When I ordered a popcorn combo.

I asked the staff.

"I wanna order a popcorn combo."

"But can I ask for it to be delivered to my seat 1st?"

Thinking that if I used gold class as an excuese.

Can ask him help abit. xD

But still, gotta carry myself. T_T

BUT! At least he offered me a plastic bag.

That wonderful. ^^

Cus, 2 drinks, 1 popcorn and 2 hands is a little.

Not very easily managed. =D

Being slightly late, there was actually no one to check my ticket.

And we just waltz in.

The seats were wonderful!

Armchair, mega ALOT of space.

Too much space.

Maybe not used to it, But got the "privileged" feel la. =D

Leg room is AWESOME.

I could swing my legs here, there everywhere also no prob. =)

There was this oval little table.

There's a little bin like feature built into the table.

and a service button, to call for service. =D

There was also a little blanket, which was helpful. =)

But also a hindrance.

Why I say that.

This way I can't use the "Are-you-cold-and-hold-her-hands" method.

zz. xD

Also the gap between the chair is also pretty irritating.

Ahaha.

If she is reading this now, must be cursing and swearing me. lols.

Well overall, I'd say its money well spent. =)

Well there's my 1st gold class experience!

and I love this particular waiter @ Shin Kushiya.

Did'nt catch his name.

But I love that guy. =D

He was so very cute, haha.

She wanted to pay for the meal.

But, he

Refused to allow the other party to pay for the meal.

So he kept on swinging the bill towards me while she asked him to give her.

=D Favourite.

In the end of course I paid, must have feng du ma, right. =P

Okok. time to sleep tmr is another work day. zzz.

And crap. Sept 12 never seem ever so close than now.

Bald. ARgh.... >.>

2008-08-29T23:42:00.011+08:00

YOoooo~~

Super happy today.

Mega delighted. =)

Shall put my reason for happiness laters.

But now,

WOW.

Alot of people's birthday huh recently.

My dad.

My sister.

May Tan.

star

Weng Hong.

Thats like 5 alrdy.

xD

Ok, its not that really alot but still alot!

Went to Vivo..

with my family.

for dinner to celebrate my sis's birth. =)

and my dad's as well.

Together. xD

Ate at white dog's cafe.

Yea, white dog's cafe.

lol.

The cafe's sepciality is mussels.

But they are kinda slimy before cooked...

So I am kinda hesitant on swallowing them.

I had baked salmon with aromatic rice.

Which is in fact chicken rice. =_=

As in garlic rice = chicken rice. xD

As Commex fair is going on now,

I thought it was wise for us to go Vivo.

But I was so very proven wrong.

It was mega crowded everywhere. @_@

We had to wait till 9+ before we ate.

So, after dinner.

I WAS tempted to buy another Ted Baker.

But, it was all too late. =(

Well, thats abt all. xD

Tmr's another busy day.

I'm gonna get my hair done.

~~Evening gotta go to Weng Hong's birthday party.~~ Sorry. T_T

Then after that I gotta rush to star's one.

Great. =_=

What a rushy day.

~~Sunday I would also need to head over to May Tan's chalet.~~ Sorry. T_T

At least for a while would also do.

To at least appear is coutesy.

At least to me la. =P

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Andddd, I bought my first GOLD CLASS tickets!

For Wall-e!

Wahaha.

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Yep! Its tickets for 2! and one of them is me! WAhahaha. The rest is a secret. =P

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2008-08-21T22:59:00.011+08:00

Welcome!

To my ever so dusty, rusty and untouched blog!

=D

Wells, something out of the extrodinary happened.

I went to Pulau Ubin!

There's this Passion Club resort of some sort there.

Stay there fer a couple of days.

Getting in touch with Mummie Nature and unwind with my family.

Its great, but Ubin can be exceptionally boring. ._.

Ok, pictures speak louder than words!

They always say. =)

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Thats ALOT of fishes.

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Nice 7th month effect! =D

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I honestly can't catch ball for this message... Anyone? They want us to buy a drink? lol. o_O

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Thats some STRONG current there!

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On the top of Jejawi Tower! 7 storey high!

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This tree is a piece of art. Seriously.

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Rocks, stones, trees, Pokka Green Tea bottle, tupperware, plastic ball.... Hey! Wait thats not part of the nature get-away I signed up for!

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Last but not least, of course its me! Relaxing in a jacuzzi in the sunset. A perfect thing to do on a remote island. No? xD

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2008-08-03T20:07:00.005+08:00

What have I been doing for the past few weeks.

Basically.

Easily summed up with 1 word.

Work.

Yes I am finally employed.

Actually for a month already.

Working at SICC(Singapore Island Country Club)

It was through Jie Mei.

Who's secondary school classmate is working at the HR department,

of SICC.

At first it was only for a temporary position which was to last for 2 weeks.

Which lead to a "permanant" temporary employment. =D

But still being paid as a part timer.

For I still have to serve NS anyways.

But I am contented. =)

Work is normally normal. =D

Part timers in the office as usual is to do whatever you are told to.

Lol.

Past few weeks has been, wake, work, home, sleep.

and the cycle continues.

And with this time pass very quickly.

My NS is already coming! >_<

Gawd. lol. Ok.

Here's something that I found when clearing some parts of the office.

First generation floppy diskettes!

Doubt anyone has a chance to find this anywhere anymore.

So just took some pictures to commemorate heritage!

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2008-07-13T22:23:00.005+08:00

Desmond's 1st bookout.

Went out for dinner and movies.

Dinner was at Vivo City's Carl's Jr.

I ate Western Bacon Cheese burger.

Damm huge la the burger.

Nice. =D

Then, we watched Never Back Down.

Nice show about MMA.

Mixed Martial Arts.

But a movie will always be a movie. =)

After the show we headed for supper,

@ Upper thompson road.

@ the Prata House.

We didnt really ate anything. LoL

just looked @ pretty girls and chatted.

xD

BUT.

Something did happen.

There was a "lup-ing" session further down the road.

At a point of time,

the whole prata house's customers

ALL stood up at the same exact moment.

and I peered over the row of cars and saw...

1 guy, being pushed on the ground,

and 5-6 guys surrounding him.

With only 1 guy giving him consistant "lup-ing"

and 2 other occasionally throwing in a punch or kick.

I guess the other 3-4 were ust there to give moral booster.

=_=

While the fight was going on.

A few cabs had already parked by the side,

I was wondering what are they waiting for.

Right after the fight,

The cab instantly stopped beside them and picked them up.

Taking off at top speed, leaving the poor guy on the floor.

I was like totally shocked with awe...

Cabbies... wdf?

Shortly after police arrived.

Which was already too late.

and ambulance arrived.

"Lup-ing" actually means a fight. xD

In hokkien, to "lup" is to wack.
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2008-07-13T22:06:00.008+08:00

Dinner with my poly clique,

was for my birthday.

Its kinda late.

But better late than never!

xD

and we had a new classmate!

after graduation! lOl!

Her name is Mei Jie.

Rofl.

Pls flip the name... haha.

Thx for the meal guys. =D

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Some randomness randomly random post!

Hoho. Been long since I posted, very long.

The 1st time I played a PS3!

@ E2Max

Haha, I know its kinda old.

But, this is the 1st time I played on it.

So just thought to post it as a commemoration.

2008-06-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

Okayyyy~~

Konbanwa~~~

Before I sleep tonight.

Lets see a hair standing video!

Watch for the story line while listening to this great song!

Okay, good night~

=====

Sg Wannabe & Kim Jong Kook

Only Wind, Only Wind.

Would you be him?

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EDIT:

Okay, I couldnt sleep yet...

I read on and found out that there is a part 2 to the music video.

Here it is.

If you think its sad enough in the 1st part.

Life is harsh.

Grab some tissue...

._.

Ok time for me to go....

2008-06-24T07:25:00.001+08:00

Today marks the day i crack from the egg. =D

24th June.

Yay, I am a Cancerian~

lol.

But I have to go for work!

Why!

Argh.

But I'll be going. =)

Tata.

2008-06-23T10:58:00.002+08:00

OMG.

I am gonna be officially 20 years old.

NUooooooo....

Who's here to save me.... T_T

Ahahaha...

Here's a FREGGING nostalgic video!

Watch out for a young Fei Yu Qing @ 2:15!!

Now that's what I call. SHOCK. lOl.

2008-06-16T14:56:00.005+08:00

Hehe haha.

Hey! Its me!

Of course its me..

Who else would it be. lOl. ._.

Ok...

What happened the past days.

There was the PC Show 2008 of course!

======
How I got to know of this job..

- I was looking at my MSN window...

- Someone logged in

- His nick was..

- "LOOKING FOR PROMOTOER FOR PC SHOW PLXXXORRRRR.."

- Okay... I am free. Sign me up!

He asked me to go down to challenger @ Funan to sign up. =)

======
I got to Funan Challenger...

I went up to the retail store at the top floor...

I walked around the store a few billion times...

Looking for the person in charge to sign me up

while calling Nicky to ask him who I can aproach.

BUT, all I got was his mailbox.

"Hi this is Nicky. My phone is kanna confiscate by my mom currently.."

I was like... rooted on a spot in Challenger for a moment..

and i called again...

then again...

"Hi this is Nicky. My phone is kanna confiscate by my mom currently.."... =_=

Ok i give up..

I approached the staff and they told me I have to go down 1 floor.

Take a nearby lift to the office part of Challenger.

Hmm. Cool. =)

Ok got up, signed up and photocopied my I/C and everything.

Then the reception told me.

"Actually the positions for promoters are full but I will still put you in as spare."

I was once again rooted to the floor @ Challenger again.

Wow thanks. I know I am a spare. =(

Can give a strike instead? xD (Bowling, if you can't figure this out.)

For the rest of the day, I went to play Wii @ E2Max... ^^

=======

Ok then 1 day before the show, I recieved a call...

To report to Ivy Lee @ 10 a.m. @ Suntec Convention Hall.

Yays~ I am empolyed for 4 days~~

=======

@ Suntec on Thursday @ 10 a.m.

Seah. Alot of people. Called Ivy.

Note throughout my life. I only knew how to pronounce,

as I-Vee.

BUT, to my exhilarating dismay...

it was pronounced as

E-Vee...

wow... I have wasted living for 19 years... T_T

Ahahah.

O and up to this point. I still have no idea,

What company I am working for!

What I will be selling!

Smart right?! =D

Ok, someone came to pick me up to go in.

Whee, I am back in a IT related fair!!

Walked walked walked...

Walked toward a booth with a banner flying high...

named... Epson...

Oh noes! Printers?!

no... It was ink and media...(photo papers)

WA.....

At least its a simple job...

There is little personal selling involed...

If need to buy ink and paper you buy lo.

If you don't need. No one will even bother to look.

So don't need to attract crowd! Yay!

Just need to ~~FORCE~~ ASK NICELY to buy more than what they planned to. =D

There was a huge array of inks and codes to juggle with,

but hey, I'm not complaining. =)

The job's 12 to 9...

Ivy's very nice. =)

She starts and ends on the dot.

and is very lenient and super understanding.

Loveliest boss I ever worked for. =D

Alot of stuff going on throughout the whole day.

Didn't know ink can sell so well... ._.

Busy throughout the whole 4 days...

Saw alot of people throughout the show...

Kenny(Lenovo), Zheng Long(Harvey Norman), S.C.(Compaq), Danny, Lionel, Ying Ying, Marcus, Wiki(xD), Jun Ru, Vivian and her mum, Dcotor(ahaha) , Jia Jun, Kat(Meow~ Lenovo), Lionel(Lenovo), Ah Tan(Lenovo).

and any other who I may have forgotten to put! SORRY! xD

and I made lotsa new ones...

from Epson...

and gosh I am old. Sians.

haha...

Here's a picture

Showing how we love saving our Earth and our trees.

=)

Kay, Last note.

The Samsung HDTV was sucha bargain la!

Sad don't have enough money.

Argh.

Haha. Okay, GTG.

Go collect NDP tickets for my aunt.

Ciao.

2008-06-08T23:15:00.008+08:00

Hey hello yo~

Today went to ECP to cycle, again. lOl.

Afternoon was normal and we parked by the Bedok jetty.

Watch them all skated while I sat there emo. xD

Emo is nice!

Sometimes. lOl.

While cycling there was a performance going on @ The Lagoon.

Sorry you gotta tilt your head abit to see that its a person.

A pretty young lady. =)

and the trees are in full bloom!

Sry, once again you gotta tilt your head. xD

After the skating, we uncovered a grave news!

There was this bunch of police cars and an ambulance at Burger K!ng.

Seem like.

Heard from a passerby who happened to kay po also,

At the restaurant beside Burger K!ng.

that a person went in(?) with a knife.

that a person went and procure a knife on site.

and tried to do something funny.

o.O

Total, I counted there were about 5 - 6 police vehicles mobilised.

and Danny went to ask a female officer what happened in there.

and I was like, =_=

Why the hell would she tell?

She would just say no comments. lOl.

There after another male officer came to disperse the crowd.

There was a good 50 ppl crowding ard the area....

Sry I didnt got to take any photos. lOl.

Cops were swarming the place.

Scared if i take photo will incur their wrath and they beat me up. T_T

lOl.

Okay okay thats about all... Roughly.

I'll patch things up tmr.

As in for this post.

For my aching body is screaming in protest to stop typing,

and to freaking lie down to sleep.

After TKD and cycling.

I wish tmr when I wake up I still can move my limbs. lOl.

OK ciao~

and.. =- WATCH KUNG-FU PANDA-=

=)

2008-06-07T23:16:00.002+08:00

Hey hello hi!

Lol, pardon me.

Well, ITF(International Taekwondo Federation) trial lesson was an awakening experience.

Its pretty cool actually.

Just felt as if what I had been learning wasn't tkd at all. =O

It was a class comprising of mostly young kids.

The stance, movement of the pattern is... different. lOl.

What a redundant sentence.

First started off with warm up. As all tkd classes usually have.

O before the lesson started.

The head instructor sparked off stuff about NS.

Knowing that Weng Hong was going to NS.

He began his lecture on NS....

What to bring... what to expect... etc, etc..

and it lasted all the way to the start of the lesson.

Which was about 20 mins.

Thats a good effort!

Ok, back to the lesson.

Warm up from head down to feet.

Then there was the BX... Basic eXercises.

Gay, wonder if it is because I am new.

3 sets of push ups, jumping jacks and crunches...

In 20s, 50s and 50s.... =_=

Well done.

By the 3rd set of push ups I literally just cheated. lOl.

Ok, after the warm up.

Headed straight to kicks.

Standard stuff.

But with the exception of jumping kicks.

It was just weird.

Jump and kick with the same leg...

How to get the momentum to kick? o_O

Nvm, after that. I got dizzy spells.

AGAIN.....

I used to have dizzy spells last time also with tkd.

Now again, it happened. =_=

Why am I so weak.

Ok, so i went to sit at a corner.

Still dizzy, doesnt work faster, find water..

Crawl to bag. Drink water. Cold water.

Freak still dizzy.

Faster get out of the room.

Cus its cold.

and I was transpiring like a dog...

So, Cold room + wet guy = dizzy guy. =_=

Once I was outside, took some deep breaths. It was much better....

I should have practiced tkd when I was in China .

Now i wont have this problem. D=

Anyway, second half of the lesson I continued.

For i somehow felt better(?).

Class ended and now I am at home bloggin! again!

haha...

Oh, and Nicky just logged in with his nick...

"ANYBODY WANT WORK IT SHOW? POSITION FILLING FAST! MST COMMIT 4 DAYs! "

Yay another opportunity to earn biscuits to pay for my Wii...

Gah. ANOTHER IT fair. but this time should be hell better.

For I will be selling my ass off for Acer!

The laptop I have been using my whole life!

Wo!

Chiongz Ar! For the Wii!!!!!! RAWR!

But this would also mean that I am going to miss the TKD class...

But o well, okane (money in japanese) is more important!

Ahaha, sorry weng hong!

Delay one week, I will go one don't worry. lOl.

Ok nothing else to post liao...

I guess. Beside my room walls are now purple.

lOl. Nothing else to report.

Ok, - END -

Here's a shout out to Grace!

Hi Grace~!

Lol, I am going in on Sept 12 (FRI) 10.30 A.M.

=)

Ciao.~

2008-06-04T04:07:00.005+08:00

Wokay. Alot happened but just couldn't get my ass on the seat and type them in. xD

1. My house is going through a re-paint... My gate design changed, the doors of the rooms changed. A mini-makeover? Kind off ba i guess.

2. I am learning TKD! again! Heh, I guess I could use something to push me to exercise... T_T and best of all I can learn some "self-defense"!

3. My FTT date is FINALLY nearing! 10th June! Shall not be too over confident and shall go browse through the books once more before the test... I passed the Trial on 1 try though. =x

4. 1st batch of Dragon pre-NS boys are going in to become men. So been quite active outside lately to spend their last few days of freedom.

5. I wanna buy Wii!!! Damm this thing has been dragging on for too long. But its a huge investment. Gotta consider carefully. T_T Minimally, 800 is gonna fly...

6. I wanna start working NOW! Damm, this had been dragging on for WAY longer. =_= Yes I procrastinated a bit too much on this issue... Sorry. T_T

7. My movie in coming out! KungFu Panda! =D Just wanted to note this down. xD

======
2e5 chalat

Firstly, PAISEAH, Gomendasai!!! I was late! haha, no surprise there!

Got reason de, but still not reason, late means late.

Then I shall not bother to explain liao ba. LOL! xD

It was at... ECP. Island Resort!

After receiving a call from miss sok.

Calling to tell me that suxin is going home.

I took a cab down, no complains there, cus I late. T_T

CTE > KJE > ECP > reached. Very fast.

Upon reaching, I saw Rei Heng, Khim Ying, Wei Lun and Desmond.

Heading for Macs, I joined. xD

It was Rei Heng's birthday, chatted through the whole session. =)

After which, we headed back, and saw the rest of the crew!

Sorry the rest of the crew's list is too long, and had some "unidentified entities" .

So lazy to type out! ^^

There was the hi all! Usual, LTNS, chat chat! ^_^ Fun.

Then, decided to play blackjack with each player begin host(banker) for 3 rds each.

Stakes were set @ 50 cents per rds. For we are all not billionaires.

I was slightly lucky. xD

Was great fun.

After which, the guys decided to go to the beach for emo session.

We headed for the back gate.

It was locked, but as to uphold the reputation as Peirce students.

We decided to jump fence.

Was pretty scary for the jump from inside the resort to out.

Because of the fact that, the gate was like this.

So as you can see, there were steps downwards after the gates.

Thus, effectively, it had a degree of danger, but being guys, we all made it.

I had to perform a front split on the beach, due to peer pressure. =_=

But, I didn't really understood why I had to do it.

Its once again, trying to proof myself again.

It term that of which to lower myself, is hao lian.

Okay nvm with that.

After which, Wei Lun, Rei Heng and Khim Ying had to leave for home.

and Wilson was forced to stay with effects of peer pressure again. xD

I had a MacNugget meal. Hungry at that point of time.

For I didn't eat when I first reached the resort.

That being done, we hustled back to the chalat with a copy of FHM. lOl.

And people started to collapse. =)

Then a group left 1st. Which was mainly the girls, with taxi.

While the rest of the guys waited to dawn to check out.

I couldn't sleep. So I was awake the whole time.

And at around 8 + a.m.

I was the only one awake, and brain stormed and concluded that;

while everyone is sleeping,

what am i doing sitting at the chair?

I performed Ninjit-su and escaped. xD

Cabbed home again!

ECP > KPE > CTE > Bishan

Fast!

and I collapsed.

- END -

xD

what a long account? no?

Think I'll stop here for now. =P

Ciao.

2008-05-12T00:22:00.017+08:00

Just back from malaysia.

Attended my 6th uncle's wedding, mother's side.

Just a small section of the cousins i have. lOl.

I wish them happiness in everything they do! ^^

Marriage seems so nice all of a sudden. lOl. Any-o-how. Rofl.

Got work tmr, sitting @ Changi Industrial Park. =)

Sun tanning.

=)

2008-05-09T18:36:00.002+08:00

It a little late! But! Its Good still so! YA HEre goees~

Part 1

Part 2

Part 3

Gogo~ Make Singapore proud. lOl.

2008-05-06T21:48:00.003+08:00

3rd of May~

2 things happened on that day ^^

Firstly.

I went to East Coast park.

To cycle!

with BITC gang and friends. =)

Jin Yao, Kenny, Sir Kiat, Wei Ming, Yi Rui, and friends!

Couple of us were cycling the rest skated.

Skating seems fun, xD

But I am too old to break a bone. lOL.

and I love the thrill of speeding on a bike. xD

It was fridging ~~warm~~, scorching.

I am glad I rented the $5 one. xD

best of all, got to meet new people! =))

==--

OK~ 2nd part of the day.

Best thing that happened to me in quite a while, really. =)

Secondary school reunion!

Had to fly back home from ECP.

Resulted in reaching the appointed place very long due the appointed time.

Sorry once again guys. =)

It was also to commemorate Peilin's birth.

Happy birthday girl. lOl.

Went there, the siao char bo was already gone.

Thank god. lOl.

Oh, forgot to mention.

The place was Swensen Vivo City.

As usual I got lost!

Not cus i could find the store!

Its cus its a different concept from the original Swensens.

So it looked totally alien to me,

I walked past it without noticing it was there. =_=

Ok, I went in, saw alot of people!

Wilson, Weng Hong.

Desmond, Ee Meng.

Kelvin, Ethan, Bryan.

Sok wan, Pei lin.

Dennis, Yiting.

Alas, she was not there! Happy! ^^

Yep that was all, all Peirceans! ^^

Woo, woot. Super happy to see them. =)

They all had already finished dining. =O

Cus I was late ma, only can blame myself. T_T

They were on the topic on scandals! omg.

I tried to keep quiet.

In the end somehow I managed to escape! Wo! Lol.

A lot of things were dug up that night.

It shall be kept only in my memories. =D

Sorry =P Private and confidential.

I ordered Fish and Chips! $20 dollars. OMG.

It was somewhat, nice? xD

Chit chatted through all the way through my dinner.

Had a lot to catch up with? =)

After which we decided what we were gonna do for the night!

A few options popped up.

KTV(roflmao), drinking(i was kinda hoping for this)

Mahjong(o.O), movies

In the end we decided on Mahjong somehow, xD

We left for our destination, there was 1 car then I think.

So a bunch of us took Weng Hong's ride. =)

The rest MRT, and "rendezvous" at Bishan.

Pei lin bought KFC! and she actually wanted to buy family feast!

We went up to bryan's house.

1st time been up there.

We waited for the rest to arrive. =)

Mahjong-ing and TV, was the way to be. xD

But where was the cake to be presented to the girl?

Xuan Hong and Tiffy arrived!

More familiar faces. =)

We promptly shifted to my house.

Prepared for the arrival of the birthday girl.

Who had gone to take a spin with Xuan Hong and Tiffy.

Made a "mini,tiny" surprise for her.

This must have been her biggest birthday with her secondary sch peeps.

Their singing caused me to be worried police might come. lOL.

But it was fun nevertheless.

We watched Wo Cai tgt. xD

So family, =O

After which some played mahjong, some watched TV.

While others chatted.

I felt like sucha bad host!

Had nothing to offer to kill a little bit of boredom.

I should have bought the Wii back then. Argh. >_<

and the night was such a put off.

The temperature of my house was near to an oven!

The heat was worsening to the bad hosting of my part.

Argh.

After the boring part.

We all left for Supper-cum-Breakfast.

@ AMK drive thru Macdonalds.

I had my first Hotcakes meal in like near 10 years.

Which also meeting my sec peeps feels like 10 years.

Will we be able to meet up like this 10 years from now?

I'll miss you guys. =)

2008-04-24T21:20:00.002+08:00

Yes I found the thing I have been looking for quite awhile!

Proof that women is evil!!!

Yes!

==--==

Everyone knows the amount of women you get is the amount of time and money you invest. Therefore:
Women = Money * Time

We all know that time is money.
Time = Money

Therefore:
If Time = Money

Women = Money * (Money)

Women = Money^2

We all know that money is the root of all evil.
Money = (Evil)^0.5

Therefore:

Women = ((Evil)^0.5)^2
Women = Evil

==--==

Tada!

Rawr! ^^

@_@

2008-04-21T17:59:00.001+08:00

Wow. I gotta be crazy watching all these inspirational shows.

Lol.

==--==

People are continually seeking others;

When things become unbearable;

They push the responsibility onto others;

During those times, people want to try giving others something personal;

Only by doing so will they see what can't hurt them.

==--==

Well, I can't say I am not guilty of that.

But its some refreshing lines. =)

2008-04-21T15:07:00.007+08:00

zomg.

I just managed to watch GTO a special I think.

Watch It Here!

Its always wonderful ^^

==--==

I won't be manipulated by lies and empty words.

I'll never turn away from what's in my heart.

Even in this world where we can never say what's in our hearts.

I will never hide my dreams and I'll live my own life.

Even in this world where we can never really live our slightest dreams.

I'll keep on going, I'll keep on doing my thing.

I want to stand beside you, and I want to live free.

and together we'll never be afraid again.

==--==

Lol. Another chunk of lyrics!

But its good ain't it thats why I put it up.

Poison by GTO, the man himself.

Sorimachi Takashi.

Hes married to Nanako, a.k.a, Shan Dao Cai Cai Zi.

If you dont know Nanako. =)

You gotta be living under a boulder.

Alrighty. Time to leave it here! ^^

May upload Poison later.

But thats later. xD

Ciao.

2008-04-20T20:46:00.006+08:00

Ugh. =) HI.

I am quite bored as most of my friends know I am currently jobless.. Lol.

April is coming to an end and so is my slacker job. =(

I will be finding job soon. Sob. Sad, no more slacking. and Cabal. T_T

Okay.

On the brighter side, I ordered a iPod Touch! ^^ 16 Gig.

It will be with me next monday. 28th April.

Uh, begun to revamp my songs.

Basically.

1.Convert everything to mp3s.

I got some wma and ogg lying around everywhere. =_=

2.Rename everything nicely.

You know how songs "extracted" from the Net usually are named "1112233.mp3"

3.Find the corresponding album art for the mp3s.

Now this is a pain the the neck and the ass.

But, it feels quite good to see a folder filed with album art loaded mp3s. =)

Okay, anyone wanna go kBoxing, cycling, drinking, slacking call me soon.

=)

Loves.

2008-04-15T10:31:00.006+08:00

Okay. "Futatsu" pieces of news. ( Futatsu is to count two objects, in Japanese )

"Hitotsu" ( Count 1 object, in Japanese )

I found out what was the first song that i ever downloaded off the Internet! =)

It was through a channel which was popular at the time of that age.

IRC!

It is Broken by Seether and Amy Lee( from Evanescence, lead singer ). =)

Well, cus at that time I was... in lower secondary school?

My allowance was a bit short to reach for an album that time so I had to resort to ways to get it!

And it really captivated me back then, it still does....

and for old times sake. Here it is!

Song lyrics | Broken lyrics

Yes.. I was an "emo" kid back then. lOl.

==--------------------------------->

Ok "Futatsu" piece of news.

Hey wow, although my dad's out of the service already, Retired. =)

His connections is somehow still far and wide. o_O

His secretary just called and announced to me my month of which I will be sentenced to death... =O

No la, actually is my enlistment date. BOY, ain't I E-X-cited... =_=

Its confirmed. Though the NS portal didn't say anything, Its still states;

==--
Good morning Mr TAN ZHENG SIANG.

Your enlistment date is not finalised yet. An enlistment notice will be sent to you two months before your enlistment date. For further enquiries, please call our Call Center at 1800-3676767 or email to us at contact@ns.sg.
==--

Wow thats helpful. =)

and side tracking abit.

Kee Wei told me that his was confirmed, BUT.

It gave him a period that so very helpful.

June to November ( or was it October ).

But whatever, this confirmation is a really helpful one, no? =)

Ok back to me.

The date, or month rather seems like confirmed, doomed, chop, stamp, September.

Bawwh, gays~!

Got no more excuses to slack off. 5 months is indeed I agree a short period to get in shape. =(

Gotta start now, or suffer later. Argh.

Gotta go run... =(

Bye bye...

Run after my confinement of freedom, to serve my nation... =<

On the happier side. I get to become fitter. ^^

Ok, bye bye now. =)

2008-04-09T07:17:00.003+08:00

Hello guys!!!

^_^

I am so vain!!!

But yeah!!!

Linky~

2008-03-29T23:19:00.002+08:00

Ok, what have I been doing recently?

Absolutely nothing!

Yes, absolutely nothing!

Ok, I attempted to do a little area where I would show the lyrics of the song that is playing.

BUT, I must stress that its a shitty attempt.

It only works for the 1st song now, and no it does not detect the timing of the song and adjusts accordingly.

So its just a really basic crappy way to get lyrics across. =P

In need of a job, argh... At least till my NS is here.

I need sushi nourishments too!!! Call me out for sushi outings!!! Kbox!!! and Cycling!!!!

Ok, stop reading, pick up that phone of yours and SMS me.

Or go MSN and PM me, naow.... rawr... =)

2008-03-26T23:37:00.002+08:00

I am watchign Tsubasa Chronicles!!! OMG WHy?!!?! At a time like this?! =_=

*There isn't anyone without any desires.

*If there are people who claim to have no desires, they just don't know the depths of their hearts.

Woo. Wow. Quite inspirational? No? xD

I better sleep early today! Tomorrow's RAD test~ hyuu... =D

2008-03-26T13:13:00.002+08:00

I can't believe I am studying yet again. But still, nobody can escape from studying and learning. =)

Alright tomorrow's the day, to prove my knowledge on IBM's Rational Application Developer program, through the Test 255 certification.

For those who are more advanced in the technical side should know RAD is a IBM build-on on Eclipse IDE.

But bah I shall spare you all of the boring techno-crap. =D

More importantly, 75% Confidence, 10% Will Power, 10% Mind Power, 5% Luck. =)

Wish myself luck in tomorrow's test. Whatever that may come, come in full force please.

;)

2008-03-23T01:58:00.004+08:00

Yooo, I am here again. =D

What is it about this time? About nice song of course. =)

But this is pretty old, so most people who chases Kpop should already know this.

It was first sung by a guy named Tim.

Then it was sung by DBSK.

Anyone getting it yet? =D

Here it is.

With English Subs.

-= Saranghamnida( I Love You ) by Tim =-

Here's a link for the mp3 as well. =) For I am so forever kind. xD

Linky~

Lyrics.... Please watch the video. Ahaha. Quite lazy to type it out. Anyways. Its a B-E-A-utiful song...

Yes, and to answer the itching query you have in your mind right now. Yes, it is linked to Bae Seulgi. For Tim sang it to her... Gosh, thats sweet. =)

--

If I can't protect my love, then I am not entitled to be loved. To my future, if I ever will have one... Saranghamnida....

Ahaha, 发花吃 again. Well, let me be. =P

Till next time....

2008-03-21T10:48:00.004+08:00

Wow wow, I know this is old. But still I just got to see it, and it blew my mind away... Its known as the Bokko Dance, Bokko as In Old School dance, derived from 'Ancient' Korean disco a.k.a clubbing dancing. Despite its a clubbing dance and its old. It freggin AWESOME....

It requires like ALOT and i really do mean alot of bodily movements, it is based on very exaggerated dance movements which makes it looks so very cool, to me at least. Take a look, =)

In this next video, look at it after... 55th seconds, My new dancing idol will appear. =)

Especially done by a female Korean star with such charism. It makes it ever hotter to look at.

She's like darn "insert word here". =)
I meant from 0:00 to 1:20. =P
The guy's pretty awesome himself. lOl. Wish had half his skillz. xD

She's Bae Seul Ki, korean, duh. =P and my new dance idol. She rocks.... pawnnzz. xD

Anyone know where I can learn this in Singapore? xD

2008-03-18T12:14:00.005+08:00

Really shouldn't have stayed up that extra half an hour last night.... It causes horrible effect the next day. For example, getting up at 11:30 realizing that Rational class is going to be over soon. >.>

All the pains it took me to woke up yesterday!!! Argh, gosh I hate myself. =) Tomorrow is a better day i guess. Good thing topics today were on web perspective and on database, which on web, already sick of it. but on database, I have no clue as to what kind of DB Mr Law will be teaching. DB2 maybe or MySQL? Cause I heard him saying that during 1st day. =)

Chiong for Rational certification!!!

Someone miss call me tomorrow please. >.<

----->

Next, Update of the previous Night Cycling Event, Videos taken by Kenny. This two videos were on the way back to macdonalds from Changi Airport... =) Though Its near bitch black, you can hear our enthusiasm. =D

Lastly! A new tehno movie!

-=Untraceable=-

Seriously, who can be untraceable? Sure you can hoodwink people all the way around the globe but you are still traceable, just how traceable are you. lOl. I so gonna watch this to see how they write up the scripts so that the lead is untraceable.

Predicts - Some cyber police guy smacks the keyboard...

Cyber Police : "Shit I can't trace him! I give up, announce that he is Untraceable....".

Crowd : "Woooo, Untraceable......"

=) But I still am gonna watch. Alright. Post some time soon... ~

2008-03-15T19:20:00.003+08:00

Waoh waoh waohhh.... What's with this crazy music? =)

Turn UP the volume guys. =D

Quote of the day : "Woo, He's got the key..."

=D

- Step Up 2, Streets.

2008-03-12T02:46:00.007+08:00

Editt : Photos from the Night Cycling!
* Singapore is a clean and green city... Right...

2008-03-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

OK, next up is..... The song...

Rats disable streaming huh.... That wont stop me.... =D

OK. they did manage to stop me.... sad. But its ok. Here's a live version! Its as good! Whahaha

-Friends by Stephanie for Gundam00!-

Lyrics- Credits to soran-kun from sora9n @ Wordpress!

While showing the same smile,
such like that, a number of years have passed[1]
while the sceneries pass one by one,
we are struggling to accept it

abandoning this useless pride,
(and hoping for) gentleness in this world

I gotta say
Even though I show all my courage and strength,
I can’t live alone
As the promise from that day
still remains deep in my heart, even until now

Meeting again after parting
I found light in a newfound path, and walk on
Ever since I was born,
it happens again and again, strung together[3]

And between pauses of time, both of us
just started building each of our future

I gotta say
Even if we’re far apart, and unable to meet
There is a strong bond between us
“May the dreams come true,”
Pray me from the bottom of my heart
We’re friends forever

Pledging to meet again,
We did a pinky promise[4]
before setting out
towards the unseen destination
Even if it’s full of doubt,
we’re still progressing

Always…

Inside this changing seasons
and the flow of time,
the reminiscent melodies lingering
Even when I’ve become an adult,
it won’t fade:
Our precious memories

I gotta say
Even though I show all my courage and strength,
I can’t live alone
As the promise from that day
still remains deep in my heart, even until now

As life goes on…
I won’t forget, yeah
Don’t let it go…
About this vast earth, and about those friends

[1] “ikunen mo kasanesugite” (kanji: 幾年も重ねすぎて) literally means “number of years have passed in set”. He translated it simply as “number of years have passed” to prevent redundancy.

[2] “PURAIDO” (katakana: プライド) is a borrowed word from “pride” in English.

[3] “tsunagatteku” stems from the kanji 繋 (”tie”, “connection”). In context of events and memories, I think “to string” embodies the idea better (i.e. “strings of events”) — hence the word “strung”.

[4] Pinky promise, i.e. making promise while crossing pinky finger with each other. A popular way of doing promise among Japanese children; for instance see in Kanon.

2008-03-11T23:20:00.015+08:00

Ok back from eternal sleep... Gosh there goes my internal clock again, might take some days to recover. =/ Alright, time to fulfill some of the promises I wrote out.

Firstly, The IT Show 2008!

Lenovo campaigning with AT&T F1 team! Great! More crowd! More Sales!

But there is a problem, everyone only comes for the car, not the laptops... >.>

Day 1
Sales Status - 1
Emotions - Some what happy, got a sale after all.

Day 2
Sales Status - Still 1
Emotions - Starting to get abit disheartened, 心灰意冷，力不从心。

Day 3
Sales Status - 0 <--- zOMGzBBQz
Emotions - Want to give up... Feels sorry for Jason...

Day 4
Sales Status - 7 <--- Considered bad already...
Emotions - Slightly happier, but still. Not satisfactory to my own performance. >.<

There were a total of 5 teams of reseller of Lenovo. Yay our team seems to be the last in sales! WHee!! =_= Of course its not a good thing. I was working for Juzz1, a reseller of Lenovo, have I said this before? Hope not. OK nvm, back to the topic, The only heads whom earned my respect and following, Jason and Lionel(the full time staff there). Firstly, Gotta apologize to Jason for he was so very understanding but still I proved to rack in shitty sales... Wonder if its me or is it due to Lenovo's marketing in Asia... There was another individual at the booth who we could look up to for help and stuffs, but I totally did not recognize that at all. I think the people whom worked with me know him very well.... Mr B. Shan't say out the full name, but he seems to have a few problems....

1. Childish
- "Give me 5 questions or I won't release you all to go home."

2. Immature Reasonings
- "Once you hand in your order slip, you have to WATCH your customer's item through the whole process."

*Note from Julian, alright I know it doesn't seem to be wrong here. But hey I got my reason, here's the process, imagine a payment counter on the left, with the storeroom behind it with the stock. The order slip goes in, laptop comes out( with RAM and freebies ), customer does payments. The laptop is currently behind the payment counter right. Ok, it shifts towards the right, where Lionel is handling the inserting of RAM.

Ok, heres the problem, because it is a roadshow, there is a crowd, all anxious to see their precious end product. We as sales staff have to hold on the receipt and wait for Lionel to be ready before calling in our customers to check the laptop. So, what Mr. B suggests was for us to clog the collection booth with more of us, together with the customers so that it would make like easier for Lionel! Wow! Innovation solution to win more sales! Yays! Plus it was not as if I was not worried about the laptop, whats good of keep pressurizing the already so busy Lionel? Any effective outcome? =_=

There are actually many more crappy things I can say about that goondo. But I am kind, I shall stop at one more. =P

3. Sexist!
- Now this is the worst crime one sales can commit. What good is it when you honey talk to customer's of female part timers, and shit talk to male part time customers? God you are so earning my respect. People there should realized that nearing the end of day 4, I would rather wait and direct my questions to the already busy Jason than to him. Pui....

Rawr, Lol. Its somehow feels good to actually spit all this nonsense out. Thanks for reading it through if you did! ^^

Now there were interesting things that happened, everyone there were so peachy. =) Nice to meet them all. part time sales, Jason, Lionel, even Jessie, all except one. =P Though I did do something out the the extraordinary on day 4. Or should I say before day 4. I actually asked someone for her email! Gosh, haha, why did I do that, I duno, ask my sub conscious, I swear it wasn't me who was asking. Haha, well, maybe this made me grew alittle! Braver! wahahaha. Somehow despite the crappy sales, this little event made my time at IT Show worthwhile. =P

Then other things to say would be that, Alvin(BI) and Marcus was working on level 6 Apple, I wanted to work at that at first but then, when I heard of the 1% commission, boo, what a turn off. Then there was Kenny, Gladis(Sorry if spelt wrongly!) and Sabrina(SIT) but they were working with Addon(again sorry if spelt wrongly), another reseller...

And there was the best of the best sales woman! Kat, she's a force to be reckoned with, don't play play. Mess with her at sales and you might be biting her dust. She solely alone I think clinch easily half the sales of the team for the four days. 神 right... ya lo I feel so too, plus inferior at the same time. =/

Thats about all to IT Show, Plus one more thing. I didn't get to walk the Show at ALL!!! SAD... stuck at the booth all the time... sad...

2008-03-11T10:31:00.009+08:00

View Larger Map

Here's a rough sketch of the cycling trip. Tired now, need to get some rest. Later on tonight then elaborate. =) Plus with some pictures of course. =3

2008-03-10T18:53:00.003+08:00

Oh Before i go. Here's a song for you guys! Its nice.

From Gundam00 again of course. =)

For some gay reason, the uploader disabled embeded streaming.

Here;s the link~

No time to do bypass to upload it here. GOing off to East Coast Park~~ Will change it Tomorrow!!!

Linky~

2008-03-10T18:41:00.002+08:00

Wow, another end to another job at The IT Show. Worked for lenovo, basic pay of 40 dollars a day and 10 more per unit sold. I was not actually working for lenovo but a reseller of it. Was a pretty nice experience, saw a nice lady. lol. Shant say much, maybe cus she's shy i am too ugly for her. Well, either way, time to move on. haha.

Just started to prepare and to consolidate my thought for this post but WELL... Something cropped up and i gotta leave for East Coast Park for an overnight cycling. So let me finish my crapp up tomorrow ok? Cya guys. cheeze

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Ken says:
OK pls meet at woodlands at 7.30pm max
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
HOW TO GO ECP
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
WTF I"M IN HOUGANG
Ken says:
lol
questions & answers says:
LOL
questions & answers says:
how long u need
Ken says:
hougang mall can take 55
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
LIONEL
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
is it?
Ken says:
yes
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
all the way
questions & answers says:
eh
Ken says:
just ask the bus driver when need to stop
questions & answers says:
jul can make it on time to woodlands meh
Ken says:
JUL u go bath now pls
Julían | =3 | Anyone's tasted any desperate despair before. I sure did. says:
ok
Julían | =3 | Anyone's tasted any desperate despair before. I sure did. says:
yes sir
questions & answers says:
HEhe
Ken says:
kiwi meet u at woodlands at 7.30
questions & answers says:
i still can take my time to bath
Ken says:
cont station
questions & answers says:
LALAL
questions & answers says:
okiee
Ken says:
mat
Ken says:
give me ur n.
Julían | =3 | Anyone's tasted any desperate despair before. I sure did. says:
at least let me finish my post
Julían | =3 | Anyone's tasted any desperate despair before. I sure did. says:
just started blogging a few mins ago
Ken says:
fark dont be late jul lol
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
my no.?
Ken says:
marcus give me ur no so i can contact u later
Ken says:
if u going .... that is..
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
ok "i gave kenny my no."
Ken says:
u coming night cycling marcus?
somehow while working at IT show, i nv felt like i wan to stop working there =( says:
yaaa
Ken says:
u can meet us at ecp?
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2008-03-04T21:15:00.005+08:00

Dododo... Ok. Just finished off UOB NATAS Travel Fair job at EXPO. 3 days of redemption work. UOB card members get a chance to win one of the 3 tiers of prizes when they charge to their UOB card, any card at all, UOB ones la. =)

Tier 1 - Charge 800 for a chance to lucky dip. Top prize, PS3, iPod Touch, DVD player, and a camera. Pretty good huh? But there are vouchers too la. =) Lowest prize is at least still a $5 Starbucks voucher. =D

Tier 2 - Charge 1800 to win a Crossing cabin bag. ( Hot Item )

Tier 3 - Charge 5000 to win a Samsung Mobile Phone, P.S. Its the 99 dollars 7-11 one. lOl.

But but, I was not manned at the UOB Redemption Booth itself. I was manned at the UOB Travel Planners booth. Which was great fun, I might say. Besides learning that being a redemption counter staff is not exactly fun, I also had the chance to learn how travel agencies actually work. How stuff is run in the procedure of booking a holiday. Its pretty straightforward. It seems, just pay money, for the consumers side la. haha. but behind the counters, cost calculation, booking of flight, tour package arrangements, etc etc. Not exactly a breeze through job... Though I was stationed to be redemptions at the Travel Planners, SOMEHOW. I also became the information counter, for Travel Planners. Which I had ZERO knowledge of.... Which was like ._. For the first day, was so crapped. By the 2nd day, I was more or less more accustomed to the packages they provided and stuff. How to answer customer questions.

So in the end, I was a Redemption-cum-Information Booth-cum-Brochure Boy. But it was fun, enriching, for both the wallet and the mind. =)

Next is The IT Show, coming up this Thursday at Suntec. Gonna be working for IBM. Gosh. Hope its gonna be good. =) Miss all the people out there.

Today went to watch CJ7, gosh made my tears well up in my eye socket. =/ Just way too touching, its a good show. Really nice... Sweet, heart warming... A nice show average... The alien dog is really cute, when doing the facial expressions. Priceless. I also watched Teacher Marries Loanshark. That was pretty good too, lame at some point of time but good, Mark and Fann was sweet. haha. She actually bared her pi-gu.... =O Li Ming Shun must have went like. zOMGWDFBBQz.... ahaha.

Alright enough with that, tonight another event just happened. My little sister.... is flying off to NYC for a band performance. Yes, New York City at Secondary 2... Woot.... Proud of her.. haha. Heres a picture of them falling in. lOl. Fall in seah, been years since i saw this formation.

Lol. Looks like a mess no? haha. Brings back the memories. Then again, there was another surprise at the ariport. This is for all peirceans. Look whos there!

Mr Alex Choy!!!!! History!!! Peirce Secondary!!!! OMGWDFBBQ... Mymy. all the joy and shock. haha. Just like the American Iraq war punchline, Shock and Awe. Lol. Hes HOD at Ang Mo Kio Secondary School now. Gosh, that nice. =) He's the one accompanying AMKSS Band to NYC... Ok Ok i shall end it here. Shall post more soon kae? Tata!~

KungFu Panda, Signing Off.~

2008-02-18T18:38:00.005+08:00

Just went on YouTube, watched this video with some crazy ass video quality. Wonder how did the person who uploaded the video did it? Could it be HD technology at work? This series has HD episodes though, not surprising. But my, this is some crazy quality. On YouTube! Thats the main point. Enjoy.~ Its Ash Like Snow, by Brilliant Green. Gundam 00.

2008-02-06T17:21:00.000+08:00

Ahh. New Year's eve. A new chapter in the lunar calandar.
What's in store for me in the new year? National Service. =)
After National Service? Lets just leave that as it is now. ~
New year, new resolution. Written one in BITC. and it shall stay there. wahaha.
Feeling freggin bored and lifeless with the forthcoming lunar new year.
Feels as if, as people age, more responsibility comes forth automatically.
Coud be pressure from others or pressurizing of oneself for responsibility, be it for oneself or for others?

Well well, seems like I've hit another snag. But no matter, keeping a positive atitude will keep oneself happy, at least on the surface... No? =)

Happy Lunar New Year to all~

Hearts.

2008-01-25T00:54:00.000+08:00

DDD... Going to graduate soon. Part of me really feel like retaining, so do not have to worry much about the future, but then again need to face it. =)

So what are the plans for me...
-GPA not godly
-average work
-nothing nice, just an average student.

So with the above stated points. Gotta come up with some contingency plan.
-Going ahead with SAT I
-Maybe ACT
-Take private A maths(?)
-Take whatever certs that is available.

So in hopes that together with the nice IA comments and BITC participation... can achieve something..

Well, all those come after 14th Feb. For now gotta work on that recommendation report for OPM... Tsk tsk, busy busy. till the very end of my polytechnic life. ~~

2008-01-21T01:24:00.000+08:00

Yes, I now I have neglected to post. =)
But well since back in SG, might as well revive this? No? =D
Back in SG, feels kinda weird to everything, guess I need some time to readjust back to the climate and everything. Alrighty then, have school later @ 0830 hrs. So better catch some sleep soon. Post soon about some stuff? =D Nighties...

2007-12-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

Whee, wonder if there is still anyone bothering to come here? =p Its been almost a month since I blogged? For those who still dont know, I am in Beijing. Doing my FYPJ. I r doing well, little cold here. =D Will update asap, but I am eating into my own sleep time now. So I gotta go sleep first, tmr open lab door then blog. =D

Julian;s back. back again. Doh. =D =P

2007-11-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

On saturday!

How to get in? =)

Hey look! Its an otter!

Flame-mango~

Ah Meng~!

Penguins!!!!

Pelicannn!!

Horsey!

Goats! They kinda make a funny sound instead of Baahh...

Lionnn..

Meerkat!!! Woo!

My cousin!!!!

A Lammaaa!!

White tiggarr...

K la, don't say I never upload human pictures. =)

Pumba!

Thought we all gay ar?! Of course there were nice ladies! =)

Well, thats the end of a LONG list of pictures... =D

Sunday's event, I'll post up tomorrow. =D

2007-11-07T22:31:00.001+08:00

Hiii~!! whahaha. Just back from Junction 8. Went to the Action City, just saw this cute Stich at the top... Guess the price? =D Its 5 digits ok siao siao..... with 2 decimal placings la. wahaha... ok go bath 1st. maybe later blog some more.. Tmr's deepavali! whee. no DBS. lolx... but the work load is still there. so what the hell! ^^ Bath time. =D

2007-11-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

Ai yo, hi. =)

Has it been long? xD

Yes regarding the issue that Jie Mei spreads the...

"Go-near-her-and-people-around-you-can't-listen-properly" syndrome.

Thus also causing my 去cine看电影 becoming 去cine报警。。。

well... what can i say. lOl.

That day we ate at wisma's 3rd floor restaurant.. forgot whats the name. xD

The 183 girl wasn't there there that day. =)

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DBS is ending soon.. and my work load is there but i just ain't moving... Shit me... Maybe after this week things will start to get better and i can work peacefully.. xD

Ok i'll TRY to update sooner.... for now i need my beauty sleep... =D

Sounds weird coming out of my mouth that i need sleep. lOl. Ok. but ya cya!~ muacks. =P

2007-10-25T00:58:00.001+08:00

Recently MV Stories are quite popular huh? Started with Tong Hua... Now evolved to pretty much nicely le...

Here's a nice song with a nice MV story also.... but erm.... Maybe its NC12.... Viewer discretion advised. =)

Lyrics, if you are interested... you know where to find them. =)

2007-10-21T22:38:00.000+08:00

Whee, now I'm like only here to update once every week huh? o.O

Better than nothing I guess. Today, went into Malaysia to see my last surviving Ah Gong... 8x le still surviving... <-- note the maple level naming convention. For I don't know his actual age. I guess there's no escaping 生老病死...

My Ah Gong stays at Batu Pahat. Doubt anyone know where that it, but nvm. Thats not the main point. The main point is, there is a shopping center we'll always go, called The Submit, as in mountain top's submit. The fashion sense there has, I would say, RAPIDLY evolved and can fight with Bugis liao. In fact I think its better than Bugis.

What I feel of Bugis --> Many stalls taking stock from the same supplier, resulting in the same goods being sold everywhere. Except for specialty shops la, that i wont comment on. Example... The.... $EX shop. ahh well. Dont have to put it so straight....

Back to Malaysia, the piracy act there is bullsh!t. Almost every single level has a pirated VCD/DVD stall. Which I am thankful for, for I am one of their comrade. =D I got myself an "Audio King" AIO(All-in-One) kinda disc... Which includes Sony SoundForge, VirtualDJ, Adobe Audition(not the game mind you), Finale.... All the chio chio audio softwares la. =D

Music is my life. ~

After shoppinz, we went to a medium(Ki Tong), erm, basically means, the "human" offers or rather, kanna arrowed(chosen) to let the god posses them to do things...

This was the 1st time I saw a Ji Gong medium, rather sweet. He says rather meaningful stuff... Mostly about life, and "he" seems rather adapted with Chinese medicine.

He particular stunned me with his indept knowledge of life? What we do everyday... Do we do just for the sake of doing, if so, then the motive is wrong which in every aspect is wrong...

He also said alot of things la, but at the end of the day, he just wants us to be satisfied with ourselves and be thankful.

I shall try to aim towards that, but its gonna be difficult i know but i'll try...

Her birthday is nearing... and my preparations is underway. =)

My final act....

2007-10-13T21:02:00.001+08:00

Wheee, SOOO long never blog...

What have I been doing for the past wee. Simple answer to that... =) DBS and more DBS...

I don't know why i feel like this, but i feel that a major part of my life has always been revolving around the female friends of my friend circle.

I need to live for myself a LITTLE bit more, maybe? lol.

Ahh, nvm that. Lol. The past week, was uttering boring, if you don't include work. For nothing much really happened, work was usual. Its actually becoming a standard procedure....

Morning, reach Tanjong Pagar station. Wait for the Deloitte ladies. Then, reach tower 1, either wait for lionel for breakfast or buy breakfast up to office to eat. Then, check e-mail 1st... read Today... Start working/dozing... =)

There is a point though, the ONLY radio station blocked in DBS is YES93.3, ALL other stations work! Unbelievable , =_=|||

Luckily, Shirley, another DBS attachee's colleague got another link to enable listening to 93.3 otherwise i might DIE... It's through smartradio. Yay now I can listen to Jia Hui~ Whee.

Lunch will be @ 12:15 most of the time... Usually meeting the Deloitte ladies and lionel, and Lao Pa Sat. MOST of the time la. =)

But gotta say here, feel like i let florence down abit... only ate with her once. =( I'm sorry flory. will try to make a time~. I asked her to get a DBS lanyard for me, but I haven met up with her.... =( I'm Sorry! >.<

Then, there will be a high tea break, xD, Self declared.... I always say, a necessary break is needed for a better road ahead. xD at around 5:30 like that. =) Usually will get my soya bean drink. Its a necessary drink, already on a daily basis. =) I've been drinking soya bean since like secondary school, if my sec sch friends realized, I have been having soya bean from the vending machine at the end of our canteen. =D

Then i work to around 6:30 ~6:45. before i leave. =)

Tomorrow, I'll be outside I guess. To prep for something, important to me, i guess, this could be the last time I will be prep-ing anything ba. Hmm, plus YESS93.3 Jia Hui's birthday gift also. =) Gonna send it to 93.3 station itself on her birthday. Whee~ Seems fun.... and can show my appreciation also. =) For last year, it was her who kept me company through the ever so lonely nights. =) Through the broadcast la... what you thinking. =)

Ok, shall update if i remember anything interesting. =) Cya peepss, Its WoCaiWoCaiWoCaiCaiCai time. ~~~ no more S.H.E le though. sad. =/

2007-10-13T17:53:00.000+08:00

My little afternoon indulgence.

xD

Feels a little 上流社会-ish this afternoon. lOl

Gonna blog abit later on tonight ba... =)

2007-10-03T21:38:00.000+08:00

Should I go do Ah Xing's hair?
Lol. Later tio ban to go China. =( But it looks nice. lol. tempted...
AHh, wells, its DBS, DBS and more DBS lately. Still looking forward to China... somehow... and at the same time... Maybe going to chiong for my driving lessons. due to the fact that my mum is constantly nagging.

Still, never able to keep awake at work no matter how much I sleep. But recently is due to cus of Chobits that i sleep so late ba... Gotta know whats important. =/ Chobits is important. =D

Then my stupid Altec Lansing ear piece spoilt. Gay, now using the huge logitech ear piece, but the sound quality is good la. just that its big. =(

Went to Sony, saw some new sexy tech savy ear pieces, all costing 3 digits and above. although nice sleek and sexy... but still... heart pain... saw one 80 dollars one audio technica @ Bishan BEST.... That seems good enough...

What else... Oh ya, I am also kind of attracted by iPod Touch... Not the portable device itself. but the ability to engrave 2 lines on the back of the iPod that is attracting me... Yes i know its nuts to pay 700 for 2 lines of engraving. Lol. It just thrills me to have something that sleek with personalization... =) Ok, I agree that a touch screen mp3 player is cool. but somehow i like the engraving more. =)

I am also hooked on Raffles Place's eXchange(that underground shopping area in Raffles Place MRT), that durian puff sold there by a strudels shop... Its nice leii. $3 plus for 3 puffs.. but its worth it... Can come and try next time. =)

Alright thats roughly all i gotta say... i think.. If there is anything else. I guess I could update next time? =D

2007-10-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

The new SLR camera must have a 500 kilometer wide lens... =_=

2007-09-30T20:30:00.000+08:00

Lmao...

Priceless...

I am so Indian tonight. lolx. =x

2007-09-30T20:20:00.000+08:00

Please keep the Indian accent in mind while reading.

=)

Hello~ Mr Indian Curry House
Yes!! We have chicken kebab ,butter~
Ok, One butter chicken
Yes sir~ We deliver everywhere~
No restriction on the area
Ah, Okkie I repeat the orders,
One butter chicken, One spicy bryani...
Ah chai~
Gimme yur address~
Can u repeat that?
Sin - ga -pore~
Another country??
Hey! MUBAI dah. INDIA.

-Drops phone.
* points at phone with palm faced upwards.

Lol. Recognize the lines? =D Its from an advertisement...

2007-09-25T23:50:00.000+08:00

It Mid-Autumn Festival, 中秋節.

Nothing really special happened actually, its the usual. Looking forward to mornings, lunch and tea breaks. Which I should really try to go alone, lionel's department is not as slack as mine... No, wrong word, flexible. I r not slack ok, DBS. Got a little bit of pride there, so whatever tea break I took, I will OT it back after the 6:15 limit. =)

Regarding work, its getting better for now, from project development documentation to doing some actual coding. Was hoping it would be web based, but developing applications also doesnt seem to difficult or bad, just cus its VB.net, alot of people should be, tsk, hao lian, by now. Well, its not really that difficult if you put some effort. Sometimes, I feel ny really teach a high level for .NET, we dont really have the basic basics, which is easily researchable. But then again, they say tertiary studies have no more spoon feeding. =)

Alot of people mooding for many reason a time for this period. It seems really true that male's only trouble over either girls or money. Does it work reversely too? But money seems to be the universal trouble. lol. Lionel's a victim struck pretty bad by these "earthly" troubles. But hey I ain't no saint either, have my fair share of it too. But its seems like a deadly cycle.

No $, no chance to REALLY impress anyone (please be realistic of living so many years of pain and suffering, tell me what is the ultimate aim of studying? No, not a good job, what is a good job for? You get the idea. =] ), try means and ways but it seems like it just ain't happening fast enough. Sometime, I really feel only money can bring one happiness in one too many cases, though I try to always brainwash myself that happiness is something else more than that, but should be mostly that. =P

Maybe she's right, think about yourself, are you able to even finance youself than to also have a partner. Would it be more of a happiness built on burden, when you squrim financially to mantain the relationship. Could be the very reason I am holding back. Being dealt a heavy and crushing defeat by reality, For the first time in my life, I am holding back. lol. No more 敢爱敢恨 de Julian. More to... I dunno what. lOl.

Once I said something, 完美的败家子. Should I be one? Don't think I will really be moving out till I going to enagage or something, but for other things, I want to stop my parents from worrying, not even to lend, borrow, take whatever. For that I think alot has to sacrificed. (See $ again) Only resolution is to curb temptations and desires ba.

Whee, go be monk. lol. WAaaaaa, so much money talk. lol. For now, let me 任性 till at least after China. Realised its SOOO easy to be influenced by others emotions, but I try to be happy on the front, nevertheless. =)

2007-09-16T14:27:00.000+08:00

Ohaiyo~

Just woke up, yes, to blog about my dream.

I can't really remember the whole dream. But there was a part where my OIC ( yes i was in DBS in my dream ) asked me to his cubical and he told me that I was to be attached to Shanghai for some project development there for 3 weeks.

=_= Haha surprises and more surprises. But if i was given that chance, I would not go for it. For there are some things far more important within my attachment period than grades. =)

What do I do now.

Wait for Monday~

My favorite day of the week. =D

2007-09-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

Ending Song of Bleach The Movie : Memories of Nobody.

千の夜をこえて」

EDIT : Took out the Jap lyrics, cuz none of my friends are proficient in it. Neither am I, but at least i can read. but dont understand thats all. =P

Overcome the Thousands of Nights
Vocals: Aqua Timez

I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared, even if I’m hurt
I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

Do you love me? Or not love me?
As for things like that, it’s already fine either way
No matter how I wish
There are many unchangeable things in this world, right?
That’s right, and because only the fact of my loving you
Is the truth unchangeable by anyone

I want to overcome the thousands of nights and tell it to you
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s scary to turn my feelings into words
But I can say “I love you” to the person who I love

In this broad world, I can’t express the joy of encountering you with words
So we smile, sing about the vividly passing autumn in do-re-mi
Turn our backs on winter, wait for the sunlight streaming through trees in spring
And become reborn anew, so that we can protect someone

On the path we came from and our destination, when we looked back, I’d always have timid eyes
I want to face you, but I can’t be honest
I, who repeated days of not being able to straightforwardly love my partner
And hated being alone on that day
Seemed to love people while unwounded

I’ll overcome the thousands of nights and go meet you now
There is something that I must tell you
I want to be loved, but you don’t seem to love me
I wander within that repetition
I found one answer; that even if I’m scared
Even if I’m hurt, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
Even if those thoughts aren’t fulfilled, I can say “I love you” to the person who I love
It’s the most wonderful thing in this world
__________

Chio bu la aqua timez. =) Rock on.

2007-09-15T16:26:00.000+08:00

Moving on to the 3rd week of attachment. Feels like I can get used to this kind of life. But is this what only human is destined to do? lOl. nah. I can and will do more than that.

A little looking forward to China BITC but also having alot of things tying me down here. Quite a few things, I seriously hope that what I have done will not cause any form of trouble in the coming study semester of school, which I would not be around, but people will get hurt. Then, there are new friends, but like what someone said, which I have been fully supportive of, just do what you can, just don't regret when it's lost.

Which I never do and never will, =3. From what I see for the past nearly 3 years from polytechnic studies. Keeping secrets and not saying is the killer move for anything. For instance, year 2, me, and kiwi. Due to some reason, I being owned by jealousy. Did some incorrigible mistakes. For this i regret, for it might not have been worthed it. Public apology here to kiwi, which I have held ever so long. Causing this irreversible damage on our friendship. =)

For now I would just like to walk one step at a time, sometimes not planning anything is the best for everyone. That keeps surprises coming huh? =) *Big thx to the Blattella asahinai* But when something happens, be sporting, and accept, not fearing what will happen if you do, but what you will enjoy if it happens(but not asking you to do bungee jump if you really don't want to). Thats when what I say comes true, you'll not regret, for you did what you can, leave the rest for next time. ^^ At least if I died the next second, I did that one thing with everyone. =)

Maybe I should write my will soon, keep thinking of dying. hoho. still. Be sporting, what is awkwardness compare to being closer with friends?

Julian, on a boring Sat afternoon.

2007-09-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

I r mourning away for the lost of kkw. He shall be remember as a brave comrade for he sacrificed for night life. lOl.

2007-09-09T15:30:00.001+08:00

My favorite game... Best theme song ever. Metal Gear Solid. Call me a nerd, I don't care. =)

2007-09-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

=3

Edit : Oh shat. Just realised people might be mistaken by watching this video. Please this is just a nice oldie. Lol. ^^

2007-09-05T23:57:00.000+08:00

Today is dumb la. I lost my durian strudel 2 times. Yes, the same strudel two times. Got it back and lost it again. How dumb's that. Ok. Sleep time, will update what went on soon, i hope. No promises, try my best. =3

2007-08-29T20:32:00.000+08:00

Ahh. The IPP company i am attached to is finally out. =3

Sell some coffin.

Its a company in Shenton way. =3

I and lionel got into the same company.

and two other girls from BI also.

Shirley and Shu Fen, duno from which module group.

The department i am attached to is Trade & Operation - ES - Imaging & Workflow

Tasks include
- assist system testing
- help project manager
- report preparation
- weekly and monthly
- manage project tracking

Man, this is going to be good training for project management. =)

Initially i was to be in the same department as lionel one.

Consumer Banking group - Business analytics and Sales Incentives.

but somehow i got transfered away to the top listed department.

Lionel tio Knowledge management work. lol. sway. but good training.

My OIC is a guy... =) hope can work together well.

Our attachment is cut short 1 week for an orientation for pre-BITC preparations.

So my attachments end officially @ 16 Nov.

Next monday is the start of my new life?

She replied. Still hopeless. lol. I guess i just ain't good enuff. =3

Ok.~ wahaha i am rdy to release the company name. ^^

Its DBS Bank Limited, 星展银行有限公司.

Known as The Development Bank of Singapore Limited, 新加坡发展银行, previously.

and they are paying us 700 per month a piece. wonderful. =D

2007-08-28T03:02:00.000+08:00

Waaa, waaaa. waaaaaaa. ._. Somebody stab me pls.

Tomorrow, or today rather, 28th August 2007, at around noon, i am going to attempt something which i attempted on 1st September 2006. Wish me luck.

Die or die trying, choose. =3

2007-08-26T01:01:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, tiring day, firstly there was the end of my campus life. Sort of, no more cramming for examinations. yays. The last paper Knowledge Management, holy theoretical KM. Didn't knew what i was writing on the answer script 80% of the whole time. haha.

Nvm that exam, after that, sab rang, as in phone called. =D Where to have dinner, erm, ok meet at orchard then say. Ok, sounds good to me. so we went. Upon reaching orchard station, saw like 3 police guards standing infront of the control station with 2 more walking towards the middle police guy. wow. got bomb ar? =D Lionel said he gotta to poke ATM for some change. so headed to DBS. before long, i think, i called, and we got together.

Thenn, before moving out of the station, saw this girl/lady as tall as yao ming. lol, ok exaggerated aLITTLE bit only la, she was tall la, really tall. Den, we flew to pepper lunch after much contemplating, i had a number 16, cant rmb what it was called. lol. It had beef slices and a piece of chicken, bean sprouts, long beans(3), and 2 slice carrots. and throughout the meal, the topic was about, SSDC and more SSDC? lol. AND they dont eat their greens... cept kiwi, must eat your greens then will kuai gao zhang da. ok.. =3

immediately after the meal, lionel spring the word dessert out, i am like mighty full here and immediately dessert. omg. nevertheless, slimed over to cine's HK cafe. where, had some kopi ice, teah ice, and kopi+teah ice. a pineapple bun. called polo pao, which the bun came after awhile then realised there was a slice of pineapple in it. 4 kaya + butter toast, and a mega huge mango ice kachang. lol. we are training to be sumo wrestlers.... It was a nice cafe. Taken note. =D

Many random topics.. lol. there was one, where about if was kanna attack. what will happen. Well, they gladly delegated 2 of the group for me to handle. Thanks la. and they i think should be stand behind and give me moral support. its a flawless plan, to land me in hospital. Time passes unusually quick, and its nearing 11, and Singapore being Singapore, there wasnt really much to do. actually we were all too broke to do anything. Thus, headed for MRT, but no one wanted to go home so early, heh. so someone suggested "iForgotTheName" cafe, where they made us play some game @ $20 per hour. wow. moonlight robbery. and if we went there now at that time, would mean cab, so its a wooping $30 dinner + $40 external enjoyment(?) omg. lol. B-E-A-utiful. then sabrina recieved a faithful call that she got chosen to go to the Moon to carry out some testing by her FYP mates. they were at HK cafe, werid why didnt we saw them. lol. ok. then, contemplate again, but decided to head there. ok met them, after a few awkward moments, we left. lol. this time for home....

BUT, while traveling home. lionel called, mobilization for movies back at sommerset. lol, omgz, and i agreed, the hell got into me. kiwi was dragged into the picture somehow. Said it was for Evans Almightly, SHEEEEPPPPP. ok, lets do it. called home, informed, letts goo. there was mr bao and 2 of his friends.

back @ cine, realized they have already brought the tix, and there were crappy seats left, so bought Borne Ultimatum instead. went to kPool to waste time before 1.35 a.m. Totally got no form to play, mind's distracted. lol. after pool-ing, went for the movie, before the movie started, there was just a static ad on the screen, so i went to the cinema's restroom at the back of the cinema itself, yes the restroom INSIDE the cinema, its was GAY spooky can, alone, with like alot of room behind me, and the lights for some reason also quite dim. and a mirror on my left when pee-ing. THEN, the bloody advertisements in the cinema decided to have some screams in the content. wdf, scare the crapp out of me.

zzz. on with the show, the whole thing was quite alright, normal, EXCEPT, the cameraman ought to take off his pants and underwear and fry his buttocks. half the time i watch the thing i felt motion sickness-ed. zzz. kept shaking for no apparent reason... 2 person talking in a room, the screen swayed as if they walking on titanic, EVEN titanic also didn't sway that bad. -.-

Den after the movies, went down to meet up with bao jia and friends again, this time to find out what to do till day break. nothing much. as usual, with low resources, someone suggested LAN. ookay, low resource also can do. so we marched to somewhere. lol. to find out that they re-located. dwang, but its ok, only a short distance away. So we went. Wow $2 per hour, in CBD area. how do they survive. lol. OK, sat, and played. 1st DOTA against AI, then Warcraft III decided to crash on all of us. lol. fed up i played some other games on the PC that i nvr play before, and they play CounterStrike, i cant play cus 1)i suck 2)i get motion sickness. dont know why, half life, halo, CS, after i play, i feel like a pregnant lady, ready to spray milky substance all over the screen and keyboard. zzz.

Then the last game was battlefield, which surprising i wont get motion sickness, but will have headache la if prolonged. which did happen but i suppressed it. Kiwi dropped dead due to double vision, well the rest seemed ok. had quite some fun team killing each other. lol. Thats the scars and pain one get from prolonged LAN-ing. =3

Morning wazzz here and we all left for our separate homes. Wow we. what a day. and am going to update my that IT help link, for didnt really had the time and energy. now that i have, going to update it. so people can reference stuff on their study sem next. =) See i so kind. bleah. lol. Ciao.

2007-08-22T20:11:00.000+08:00

Thank you sabrina... =3
Tml's IS, the one i have the most confidence with out of the 3 exams. dont know why, people all stressed up about this module. lol. BUDDEN, lionel, showed me a video.

Warning : Watching of this video will result in you, wanting to grab the nearest living target as a practice target. So please. Viewer's self control is advised. =3

Reverse Kick! Back Thrusts and Slamming Kickss! Counter attack!!! pawwtt. =3 Totally the reason why i joined taekwondo last time. =/ Got the sudden urge to join back. =(

2007-08-22T04:56:00.000+08:00

Dug this 2 pics out of no where. =3 Its so rare to find this kind of pics now.

2007-08-20T00:17:00.000+08:00

Yooo. Studying yes, but bored la. here to upload what we have to know for one of the 3 exam i am taking. Internet Security... Here take a look. =D

OK, back to benkio(japanese for study), dont know if i romanized it correctly, but its pronounced like that. =D ben-kio Cya peeps. Ja neah~

2007-08-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

wahaha, hell week has begun, study + exams. wheee. just realised i didnt say much about my china BITC trip... Heres the stuf. =)

- Return from IPP to NYP one week earlier to prepare for BiTC attachment
- Overseas attachment at BiTC: Mon, 26th Nov - Fri, 18th Jan 2008 (8 weeks)
- Local attachment at NYP: Mon, 21st Jan - Fri, 15th Feb 2008 (4 weeks)
- Fly to Beijing in the morning of Sun, 25th Nov 2007
- Return to Spore in the afternoon/evening of Fri, 18th Jan 2008

HOWEVER, this is still recommended list, so i THINK, still not confirmed ba, but should be more optimistic. If i make it to this trip. It'll be a worthwhile trip. =)

OK. back to studying. Doohhh.

2007-08-14T15:43:00.000+08:00

yay, its tuesday. and i have no school today. yesterday slept late again, due to dota with friends. and some reminiscence. Lol. Shall not further elaborate what i tried to filter through yesterday, for it may or may not come true, thus shant further elaborate. Hoping for the future is futile, achieving it reality. but what if achieving will thus cause some other form of regret in the process. lol. thats one huge crap to learn in life.

Baahh, i am here just to blog before i start on that crappy logistics in IT, which is pure logistics. after which will read a bit on Internet securitys and shant go to KM yet. zzz. tml's kbox! with ying xiu and mad, walau... they always shoot me with got other kbox kakis liao then dun want them liao. where got such a thing. as long as its kbox, i am equal with everyone, i try la, unless got error, like in programming. =3

Oookay, looking forward to tml's kbox, shall start my ROTE learning. yippee.

2007-08-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Yooo, peopleee~ =) I am here to share a viddd loo. Nice song, by 星光幫十強. Called 因為我相信. Enjoy~ ^^

林宥嘉：喔～耶～　喔恩～
周定纬：你说的每一句话
像首歌反覆传唱
储存在我的心上
怎么可能把它遗忘
林宥嘉：后来故事变得怎样
我们的手依然不放
我所有的悲伤
习惯有你陪伴
怎舍得再重返孤单
杨宗纬+李宣榕：答应你我不会离去
杨宗纬：我们只是短暂的分离
许仁杰：我会在附近
紧握着回忆
陪着你前进(杨宗纬：喔～)
杨宗纬：答应我你不会哭泣
我们有过那么多约定
许仁杰：因为我相信
只要我相信
就会有奇迹(林宥嘉：Ha～)
刘明峰：你说的我都体谅
我的秘密锁在你眼眶
潘裕文：我们从不同过往
并肩走向同一个方向
卢学叡：梦的重量压在我肩上
卢学叡+谢震廷：所幸有你分一些承担
安伯政+谢震廷：满天的星光
把每一步照亮
所以我们不会走散
杨宗纬：答应你我不会离去(周定纬：我不会离去)
卢学叡：我们只是短暂的分离
林宥嘉：我会在附近
陪着你前进(周定纬：陪着你前进)
周定纬：答应我你不会哭泣(李宣榕：不再哭泣)
周定纬：我们有过那么多约定
就会有奇迹
林宥嘉：过去一个人
偶尔叹息也曾想过要放弃
许仁杰：如今不为自己
杨宗纬：也要为了你
笑着让梦延续(杨宗纬：喔～)
合唱：答应你我不会离去(杨宗纬：我不会离去)
我们只是短暂的分离(谢震廷：的分离喔～耶～)
我会在附近
答应我你不会哭泣(杨宗纬：Never Every Cry)
因为我相信
林宥嘉：因为我相信
许仁杰：只要我相信
杨宗纬：就会有奇迹

2007-08-11T18:40:00.000+08:00

Hooo, am here to fulfill my promise =3, yesterday was the last presentation. After a tiring week, everything is finally over, now whats left is the exams... The 3 last exams of my poly life. Wonderful, going to spend my best effort to ace this round's exams, i hope... but before that i need Kbox... hais, anyone reading this, pick up your phone, yes you, and dial my number, and i will gladly respond.... =3 If i am awake that is.

Yesterday what happened was. in the morning, i got to school a little late, by 5 mins or so only, and went to mac, saw may, joe and gowri. may told me she saw yi qin, but i thought she should be having her blood test. well, i walked around mac, didnt saw her, so went to may and sat, after a few mins yi qing appeared. lol. weird. but nvm, zl and lio were still not here. I thought i would not need a laptop for everything was compiled on zl's laptop thus we could just use zl's laptop for the day, but i was wrong, alot of things crop up la.

There would many other factors, in which made me think, its still better to depend on oneself if possible... so i dialed home and asked my mom to help me bring my laptop. xD Thanks mum.

well, zl arrived, followed by lio who woke up late, after numerous amount of effort to wake him. and zl needed to print his speech, running around looking for printer, as it was a saturday, printing shops and labs were not open. Thus, have to lend cash card to go library print. WHEN, in the 1st place, all i thought was, write down the script la.... walau... zz. nvm. lol.

Yi qin prepared a poster, was pretty nice, and a card. for a little skit. =3 after 2 rehearsals, 10.10 came soon, and we moved out to Block D for the actual presentation. We were scheduled for 10.40 for the presentation and we were held in the waiting room beside D.407. But alas, our presentation slot shot way past 10.40. The previous group lo, had so many questions from the external judges. It can only mean 2 things, idea was so good that judges had to ask to give marks. OR, it was too crappy that too many doubts were in the judges minds. So while waiting, lionel as usual, never, not once not nervous before any tiny presentation, peeling his finger(i duno whats that), saying stomach giving him problem(need to bankai), and acting always nervous. Well i told him, to think of chawanmushi to keep calm, well thats what i do to keep calm, but it doesnt seem to work for him. lol. everyone has to find his or her own way to keep cool. mine's to think of my chawanmushi. It works for me. xD at least, but it didnt seemt o work for him.

Well, our turn finally came, went in, lol. Fixed up the laptop to the projector. and, presented. After the whole thing ended. There was the Q & A, and my gosh the questions asked were SHARP, DEADLY and ACCURATE. Financial questions were asked mostly. 1st was how must is the initial start up costs, then, stun, well, being the financial manager(zl), i was hoping he could answer, but ok, we managed to tide over that question, ok, nvm, 2nd Q, how do we think that we can implement our service/system into the merchants. Stun again, we didnt really researched on this question, so unable to give a stable answer for this question, crapped it through. and 3rd, Hoho, i am particularly happy with this Q, for i spotted it before going into the presentation, why do we think that the merchants would accept this proposal, so i happily answered this Q with my pre-prepared notes. Ah, then it all ended. woo finally. =3

after which, we gotta go back to the holding room, need to look after MAY TAN's possession, so dumb la, ok but nvm, went in, saw the last grp, the Whisper group, yes the sanitary pad group =3 Talk with them, to help release the stress. lol. then someone said, "Heard your Kbox skills not bad", i replied, its not heard, it is not bad. hohoho, if i say so myself. =3 well, they were crapping here and there, take photo. Then, may tan, diana and hui fang, cornered joe to take photo with them. and zl, lionel sat somewhere chasing ball on a digital screen again. I as always is sitting somewhere looking at all this mess. =3 Then, after everyone has finished, we went to mac to meet the rest of the group who had already finished their presentation, we were supposed to have a meal as a "parting" ceremony, setting it as either Billy Bombers or Vila'ge(Marche) we set off for Heerens.

Reaching Heeren, 走的走了，死的死了 (people who left, left, people who died, died), left 9 of us which lionel kept counting 7, i duno how it happened, but i think over stressed. =3 As usual, kept teasing andrew 24/7 and we decided on what we are gonna eat, most of them had the lunch set meal, and i was pondering between Ying & Yang or B-52, Ying & Yang would have a beef patty and a chicken patty, while B-52 only can choose 1, but because Billy Bombers have a HUGE serving and financial difficulties. i choose B-52, with a well-done degree of my beef. =3 we dine and chatted, but i felt it was more like IT chat with IT, bizz chat with bizz, and i was sitting in the center, sway. no one to chat with except opposite with yi qin and zl's bags. T_T

As usual, have to stuff down the last few pieces of the HUGE servings. After that, we pondered on where to go, i hoped it would have ended with a Kbox session, so can show my 功力 in Kbox. but didnt cus Sat, kinda expensive. and we were mostly broke. hais, its always very sad/sien to be unable to do things due to money. =( must save up so next time no matter what things, everyone happy and have fun jiu hao, i dont mind paying, if i can. =3 Well, the bizz side of the group left and left the IT side, consisting of elvis, andrew, zl, lio and me. Ok, what to do, no $, elvis suggested LAN, and we were ok, =), Then i mentioned that it could be 4.50 an hour then everyone stun, lol, then someone said pool, and all ok, then we headed for Far East, I think.

We had a table for an hour, and realised Elvis was v. good with pool. so we all were like seeds meeting a tree. zzz. Need to get a pool table in my house soon. lol. after which we parted, and headed home. So, with that said, what a day... and just now received an SMS from mad if wednesday i was free fro Kbox. Whee, for Kbox, i will always be free!! =3 wahaha, ok so looking forward to Wednesday, BUT if wednesday, sway sway tio director meeting for approval of China trip, i am gonna be so sien. =_= Oh and i and lionel, kinda should be confirmed for the china trip, lol, so pessimistic, well, i am more of a pessimistic guy. lol. =3 who wouldnt after about... 10-11 rejection. lol, thats another long story, which i will tell next time when i am ready. =) With that, i shall conclude this post. ~ cya

2007-08-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

Been another long while since i blogged. =) Sorry la, the past week, was just so packed, and its still packed... for Saturday is my ED-Day, the D itself already represents day, so i dont know why they call it ED-Day, that would mean EntreDay-Day. =_=

oh well, Monday and Tuesday, Lionel stayed over for, EAIPJ... presentation was on Wednesday, well, the presentation went ok, but i dun expect any nice grade out of that. i admit i didn't put in enough effort... i think. lol. and Tuesday, night, I spent the whole night watching 放羊的星星. Well, see how crapped i am? lol. but i dont regret my actions, cus its really a nice show. A "how each other cannot live without each other" show. =) really sweet and heart warming, if while watching tears well up, i wont be surprised, lol. well, i should be a more easily to be 感动(touched) kind of person ba. lol, ownself say only, i can already imagining a few people thinking while reading, chey really meah. lOl.

The korean star in the show's cute... but the personality is better... she keeps her promises, well at least the scriptwriter makes her keep her promises, a promise made in the earlier part of the show, surfaces near the ending... which makes me very touched indeed... 只要你需要我，我就会在你身边. Waa, if anyone said this to me, i will melt into a puddle of pudding... zzz. lol.

It was done in a fire scene, well. all i will say is that scene alone is GOOD. script is perfect, actors were perfect. =) perfect scene. Any one wanna watch yet? =) The actress is also a very good cry-er, she cry plus the background song is enough to make you aww.... *tears swell* And lin zhi ying, needless to say, a handsome guy, BUT the story puts him in a bad spot at some point of time, shant say, make you all xin yang yang. =D Shall upload the song which she always cries in after this.

the ending song also not bad, sung by the male lead himself. but i shall upload that next week. Heh, cant have 2 once la. =D The song is great too. Then..... today, something happened la, but i shant blog it. =) It was a good day. Hoho. My best spent national day ever. =) Alright, going to upload the song and go do my Entre webbie liao. shal upload more next time. =D and soon, i promise. =)

2007-08-02T01:57:00.000+08:00

Ha, Hi!~ Just came across a pretty weird topic. Love and romance. How do we differentiate them? Well. Unconditionally accepting the other person? As simple as that... Then, why does conflict arise.. Does accepting and being oneself allow one to connect with other people more easily? Thus, caring for others without needing anything in return = love....? Zomg, such a deep topic. Lol. i gotta be nuts to even think about it. =D Ok. Entre time. talking with lionel and pj(peiJuan) online now. and its 2 a.m. hoho.

- maintain an ever-high spirit =)

2007-07-29T22:56:00.000+08:00

Alright, just back from sim lim, and got some pictures to show you guys.

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Lols. oks thats all. =P

2007-07-29T14:05:00.000+08:00

Woo back, =D. Previous day night/yesterday morning was phenomenal.. ok, I'll start form Friday first, it ended normally with the usual KM lab which we had to create an OLAP(data warehouse) database for our assignment. its a very tedious thing to do. shant go further into that, after that gruesome lab, headed down to KouFu and had my da pao-ed mee fen with a banana. lol. i still kinda distrust KouFu's cleanliness... *pst their water used for cleaning is still brown in colour. after the meal, got the news that lionel was going to meet his friends up for something, woo, good, i could follow cus going home would be slugging around also, might as well find something to do. heard it was between kbox or pool. ahh, of course i wish for it to be kbox. =D

having too much time to kill. its easy to know where we would head next, Blk L lvl 3. FYPJ area. lol. saw kiwi and for the very first time, sabrina in her lab. =D went into kiwi's lab, and the usual of them started to chase ball on a digital soccer screen(PSP la). i grabbed my yuppi gummy worms and start flinging them at whoever i know around the FYP area, want to say sorry to that girl whom i almost hit in attempt to throw one to kimberly. Sumimasen~! Then ken came in, seems like he had to fix up his/their Paparazzi PJ on one of the FYP show-and-tell terminals. They won the 1st place and a PS3 each(gasps) for Paparazzi in a Java Jive Competition. =)

After that, i think because the terminals in FYP have a designated time when they have to switch themselves off, so ken was unable to load it up, and they decided to do it on monday. lol. after which we parted, lionel at first wanted to leave for home for a sleep before heading to CCK Lot 1(been a long time since i went there), but he decided to head there now instead. On the way, i explained on the way, how my discman got stolen on a faithful night when i was at the arcade.

-Sidetrack-
That faithful night, i a little idiot, was carrying a sling pouch loaded with discman and my GB colour. Then i headed to the arcade @ CCK, at that time there was still the LAN there, and the arcade took up quite abit of the floor. I can still remember there was a bowling alley there then and the NTUC club. Back at the arcade, i was playing some of the joystick and 4 button games, those 50 cents each kind, game. WITH my sling pouch at my back, ah, stupid me. those retards sure were good, their lined themselves up behind me. about 3 or 4 of them i think, one was to do the picking and he was to pass it to his accomplices behind which i think the last person was to run 1st. The picker was good, i didnt felt any thing at all. until at some point of time, i turned, and saw him holding on to my GB colour battery. Sigh. i never got my things back.

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Ok, nvm back to friday. We reached CCK early. We as in lionel, kiwi and me. Walked around Lot 1 for it was a veryy long time since i came. the rest seemed the same, but the arcade floor was totally reformed. no more NTUC club, no more bowling alley, arcade had a face lift, and that game shop was also no longer there. Went in to the arcade, -.- , ok saw lionel's 1st friend, CSC, no sorry, i mean wiki, sorry , dont know how to really spell your name but it sounds similar. =D There was another person, but my lips are sealed. lol. ;) Then, i was able to re-make my MIP card, which was snapped into three pieces last time... Yay my shinny new MIP card. ~ ^^

After a few Daytona, and my irritating machine, would turn left abruptly before doing what i really want it to do, turning right, was pissing me off. We continued to slug around that floor when lionel announced that lionel's 2nd friend was coming up(she didn't came up in the end), shi hui, and then he(lionel) began to walk down. there at that moment, i was thinking, why are we going down when she's coming up? but i didnt asked anyway, just follow. lol. halfway down the mall, lionel said they(and now suddenly it became they), were at macdonalds. Ok, macdonalds we left for, reaching there, lionel did a scan, no signs of them, and just when we were about to turn and head out, wiki appeared, stunning lionel, or so it seems. then a party of 4 appeared. =)

But at that point of time, there was no introduction, and we proceed to LJS where it was quite packed. but there were seats available but it didnt seem like 7 of us would fit so i and kiwi ran for it. leaving lionel to eat with them, lol, frankly speaking it was shyness i think, zomg, fancy 2 full grown boys, shy. =_= lol. i am ashamed of myself. but we got dragged in nevertheless, and finally there was an introduction. from left to right. lol. Pei Juan, Shi Hui, Wiki(CSC, not me, is kiwi say one, xD), and oxy(Xin Yi). then shy kiwi conveniently sat at the end of the table, leaving me to sit beside oxy. =) Its ok, i am not shy, lol, Dai zhong xin ren lei! JR!! ... ok nvm, then they ordered to have something to eat. I only got a drink, cus i already had prata before coming to CCK.

Then pei juan conveniently said i was jian fei-ing... lol. thanks lar. then, another of lio's friend came, yin ting, if i didnt rmb wrongly.. =) One shot need to rmb 4-5 people's name. reminds me of OGL days... T_T ok, as usual, we were silent, then the girls were chit chatty, and lionel is the bei suan type in the group like every where else we go, its the same. lol. There was a part where oxy floated out and in and it was only when she came back that i noticed that she was back. lol. they talked about drama, comics, manga, their recent life, work, play, everything normal. =)

After the meal, some said pool, some said kbox, i wished for kbox. cus, well, you know me. =) plus my pool was not very good. kbox was better. xD then wiki and kiwi decided not to stay through with us. well its ok, and i got to start 1st~ but uh, haven warm up so i was making darn alot of mistakes, lyrics, wrong key, floating, too slow/fast. argh. nervous time causing all these kind of crappy mistakes. they were also rather good singers. but maybe 1st time, shy. =) i feel that if i sang, i would cover up their voices, so i sometime choose not to sang. argh. gotta start learning how to control this loudness. =( I wanna learn singing. gee, say say only. =D there was a song where we all got nuts and stood up, dancing and singing, and i knocked lionel with my butt and duno if it caused a domino effect or not if yes, it would have hit shi hui also. lol. sorry! xD

Its was a wild nite. Jason(xiao mai?) appeared about halfway through? and then there was there was that act of our stupidity on an S.H.E song. Bu Xiang Zhang Da, all of which was caught on camera by shi hui, good thing was oxy and pei juan was not around to witness it, but there was still the video. zomg, bad. lol, but overall it was one of my better kbox experience and one of the more expensive one, but its worth it. =) gotta know a few more kbox kakies. which is always good. =)

after all dat wildness, it was 3 a.m. and we got split up into 2 group, sh, pj, lio, me one grp, and oxy, yt, jason, went off with yt's brother, with a car. shi hui's house was nearby, but i wont say where, for obvious reasons. and pei jun gotta use her loo~ lol~ ok. after which, we began the walk to see pj home. was my 1st time walking around cck at 3 in the morning. the air was very moist, and misty. it was cool also not warm, but, my hair got wetter and wetter as we walked. not due to perspiration but the moist condensing on my hair. argh. a not very nice feeling. on they way they filled in each other on what going on and reminiscence on past things. and i got to listen too. =)

it was quite a long walk, but it was a fruitful one, got to know more about lionel's clique... a fun one also like most cliques. and got to know many of their friend's location. muhaha, for they were pointing out as we walk, there so and so lives there, and so and so lives there. lol, its great to look back and rmb all those fun times. and lio kept saying sec/pri school time better, yes better is better but must look ahead and dun get stuck with your past. after we saw pj up to her home, we headed to lionel's "real" home. i am the 2nd poly friend to visit his real house beside her girlfriend who is the 1st, i am honored. =) got in and saw lionel's dad on the sofa. he was asleep, lio tried his best to close the door softly but he woke up anyway. lol. after which we watched school rumble for abit and fell asleep after that.

Ok gotta go sim lim with my parents for now, will finish up this post when i come back. ~tata cya

2007-07-24T23:07:00.000+08:00

lol, just came to post something nice. =D Just found this very priceless.. lol. ok nvm. =) gotta go bath. 1st.

2007-07-21T15:46:00.000+08:00

2 major things happened so far...... first, i got Harry Potter Book 7 le. It starts with the first sentence "The two men appeared out of nowhere..." and the last 3 words of the book is, "All was well." =) but then i found out that i couldnt find my PSP. sigh. where can it be.

2007-07-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ahh, alot of things happened throughout the week. But tomorrow Harry Potter's last book is going to be out, i pre ordered the book quite some time back, and going to get it in Junction 8 tml. Wonder how is this long fantasy going to end. with uncle hairy dead? or justice triump? and what happens in the process to the end of this fantasy? we'll know tomorrow... and i just finished watching the channel U show, the cop one, at 10 p.m. at the end of the show, a nice song, have updated that song to my onload song.

Singtel decided to compete with Starhub in the cable TV programs. they want to crush Starhub and be number 1, seems like a big statement. from this i suddenly rmb that kiwi always said his is Singtel TV. now its coming up, MioTV. Sounds like an interesting battle is coming up. and their plans starts tml also. seems like quite some happenings going on tml. and i have not watched hairy potter OFTP yet. no one asked me to. sad case. =(

alot of things going to happen next week, a hectic week to be in, tons of reports, projects to be completed and submited. going to see if i can handle the load. =) K post some time soon, going to watch news. just saw NDP report on air coordination. seems good. always refreshing to see aircrafts flying around =D thats just me.

2007-07-17T11:13:00.000+08:00

This early morning, decides to break from a long break of no bloggings. Fell asleep studying yesterday, and wake up @ 8 in the morning studying for an Entre test later. VERY theoratical, totally un-understandable, totally based on rote learning. for those who dont know what is rote learning, there is always google. Anyways, mr lim asked me to get rid of my pink/purpleish fringe, i was about to anyways, with the amount of people comenting on it, it's enough for micheal jackson to repent.

should i get a pratical lesson for my driving? exams are nearing, so are project deadlines. tonight lionel is coming over for stayover + projects. guess its another night of brain cracking coding. zz. but mostly would be mr lio working on it. for. its a bad excuese but really cant help much, vista, and people's unwillingness to upgrade. as we all know, well, most of us, vista is uncapable with 2003 VS.net resulting in forcing vista users to use VS 2005 or Orcas. But with the project already into this phase, i can only blame myself for breaking down my PC and having to get a pre installed home premium notebook.

Oh well, with that said, i better go get on with me entre muggings. tata.

2007-07-08T01:26:00.000+08:00

Okok, pardon me from my areospace cravings from my last post. Here's something more normal, suddenly have a tune floating in my head when i am analysing CBS sample codes given by our lovely lecturers. Decided to google about it. Cus i remember a phrase of the song. It goes like this.

这感情不值得我犹豫
不值得我考虑
不值得我爱过你

Anyone know the song already? Thats right, by our very own, Singaporean band. Dreamz FM - 夢飛船 - 不值得. This song has a very strong meaning, the three lines i wrote above, means

This relationship is not worth my hesitation,
not worth my thoughts,
not worth me loving you.

Thats abit tat strong to say to your ex or anyone, unless you are feeling cruel. But, it has a nice tune to it, and it can really put someone in the mood to cry, usually a more "useful" song to use if you need to cry over someone or something he/she did, but keep it to yourself. =) Hope you all will like it, and i have updated this to my music player, so you all can enjoy it even in campus. =D Cheers, give some thoughts to yourself and people around you when you listen to this song. =D It'll make you a better person. Lol, thinking too far here, but i hope it helps. Yep. Thanks to Dreamz FM for this GREAT song. tata, outs.

MP3

Dreamz FM - 夢飛船 - 不值得

2007-07-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Just watched finish FutureWeapons on Discovery channel. Saw a new, smecy JSF in production. The F-35.

Gotta go help someone solve some blogging problem. brb to complete my post later. xD

Ok, i am back. =) That one sexxxyy plane and one lucky test pilot. =/ The plane has alot of technologies la, but the one i like most is, Helmet Mounted Display System. It basically, shows the things happening around the plane to the pilot on a display on the helmet, 360 degrees. Omg, a pilot's dream come true? No need to turn their head back to check whos on their tail. =) Its also stealth, weapons are hidden in the plane, less drag, higher stealth, higher speeds everything. =O It also has 3 varients, one of which would replace Harrier in its vertical takeoff monopoly, and it has higher thrust than Harrier, making it MORE sexy. just wow. another sexy plane is born. =) Ok. thats all. i guess. =D

2007-07-06T23:07:00.000+08:00

Today is 07/07/07. wanna post that i lovee my friends, my family, my everybody. =) Later no plans. =( anyone wanna ask me out?